JC IS SCARRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!

This part of education is constantly scarring me!!!! From the time i first set foot into the sch they told us bout retaining and the criterias fer uni and all that. I felt the stress right frm the start larhs!! After several exams i was all stressed up alr, afraid that i wld retain and all that... And now learning the fact that someone is gonna leave us im feeling so sad larhs!!! I tout that they were actually playing a trick on me by tellin me he's leaving!!! I didnt expect it to be true:( I'LL MISS YOU DUDE!!!!!!! :(

THIS feeling sucks..

when you knw you sld be sleeping by now, cause there's school tmr and you need to focus durin tutorials and lectures.. But it seems that you just cant fall alseep despite all these.. having insomia is the last thing you ever wanna have:( on top of that, missing that someone makes it so breath taking that i just cldn't stop staring at pictures and allowing my pen to take control of my feelings, writting down i miss you... it seems empty knowing you're not here, yet it feels so warm to knw that your hearts so close to me...

LAUGHING FITS!!!!!!:D

OHMY GOSH!!! i dunno wad's getting over me, or sld i say us? I've been laughing non-stop for the past few days eversince mon!!! And we've been spreading this laughin disease to the ppl ard us!!!:D MONDAY, the laughin fits started during maths!!! When i made tat joke out of MR LIM CHOK PENG!!! hahaha:D effing funny larhs! During break, we went to tell the rest and cameron leaong apparently got caught in ths laughin shit tooo! CAMERON LEAONG WE LIKE YOUR LAUGHTER LARHS! cool shit!!(: It went on fer the whole day man! and of course, it goes w/o saying, we spread it to our classmates and kessiang+zhanwei tooo! everybody went mad frm laughin larhs!!! I didnt exoect it to continue today!!! woah!!! if it continues everyday, im gonna be a happy kid!!!(: and i guess it started out from AISYAH & ME!!! You wldn't knw wad a cute buddy i have!!!(: and also not forgetting our other 2 accomplice ZHANWEI&KEESIANG!!!

ORAL!!!

ahahaha:D i actually accidentally spilled out a word of ENGLISH!!! MY GOODNESSS!!!!:D The teachers were laughing and made a comment like:" I think you don't normally speak chinese?" And i was like grimming all the way, trying to be positive hoping they'll lyk my smile and hopefully award me a DISTINCTION yea? haha! Alrigfht all the best to those who have not taken their oral(: I love tmr!!! I LOVE THURSDAYS!!!:D the onli day in the week, that my timetable has freaking loads of breaks!!! BONDING TIME with jeremy tan kok loon and cameron leong(: awesome!!

PW's killer -_-"'

We're supposed to freaking do our written report and EOM at the same time!??!?! And the sch has jus sign all of us up for some GP programme, okaye i wld say its gonna add on to the hectic schedule w/o fail!!! And everything's gonna be back to that suffocating situation:( i jus hate that feeling that reli forces you to choke !!! Wouldn't even give us a break! A'LVL MT ORAL IS TMR!!! I'VE NOT SPOKEN CHINESE FER QUITE SOMETIME YEA!!!

On the other hand, something struck me last nite... To be exact, this feeling of guilt had been shadowing me fer a long time.. I sincerely want to do something to ease that awkward feeling btw us, most of all, i sincerely want to be your fren that'll be dere fer you when you needed someone.. But it seems that i've been deprived of that chance? I guess, its just my payback times , i dont hate the way i've been treated cause if it makes you feel better, im fine with it(: I'll just keep trying and wait for you to be ready to face things and me(: I guess, time is all we need.. But i reli hope that we wont jus fade off and turn into starngers, cause you're once all i had, and depended on..

LOOK AT WHAT A DEAR THIS IS(:

This rabbit is effing cute!!!(: Im so gonna get my own rabbit when i have my own house in future(: so that my kids could play with it(: Learn how to take care of it, and from dere they're gonna learn how to take responsibilities, and learn to care(: aww!!! isn't that great(:

THAT'S SO SWEET OF YOU JONG WON!!:D

PRAWNING by the pond(:

School ended pretty early today(: Went to celebrate Ivana's b'dae over lunch(: You cant imagine how traumatised i was to learn bout "vivi" woah seriously, she's the most wicked girl i've ever heard of!!! Trying to break couples up!!! so mean!:( Does'nt mean you cant get the happiness you want, does'nt give you the right to destroy other ppl's happiness! You sld be happy for them by seeing them being so sweet tgt!! BAD BAD!! Okaye, back to lunch(: Lunch was great!! Food was delicious and most importantly its the company's that important(: After which went back to school for dance(:

Rushed home to bathe and get changed, before meeting the clique again for dinner and prawning(: Its like woah, finally SAs are over and the clique can enjoy(: And apparently, while waiting for the late comers, we went to take neoprints!! OHMY!!! Its been like freaking long since i last took neoprints larhs, its so secondary school stuff, hahah:D Dineer was up next, then off we go for prawning yay!!!:D happy happy!!!:D Alan and Hafiz, ownage man!! Caught like dunno how many prawns within a few mins!!! woah power(: haha! Alan, sld you consider takin it as a part time job? hahaha:D

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