Finally that's one down for now.. Ystd was the release of the A'lvls result i hope i'll be able to get the same joy as zheng gagng next year! when i obtain my other 4 As as well(: look like it has been a really long time since i last update this tiny little space here. Everyday is full of tutorials and more studying to do-_- on top of that it becomes a phenomenon that i look forward to dance every wednesdays and fridays cause that's the only time i get away from sch and books. So much for being the top 25% of our year, we're slogging our guts out, its school, books and home everyday-_- nothing much but these..
This tough journey took away the fun my friends are having now. I really wish all this would end so that i can get out that playing and having all the fun i should have as a teenager.. Despite the hardwork and pressure we get everyday, we still face the same threat of not getting into a local university, because everyone's getting smarter and better:( However, its sad that it doesn't parallel to the fact that everyone should be able to get a share of the pie, isn't it?
What's the use of nurturing a bunch of dead and lifeless people? What's the use of tryin to so hard to create a "more caring" society when what you have isn't really potraying it? Its just a paradox you have to deal with everyday. I have no doubt became one of these lifeless creature.. I've actually been bought into the system of "slog your guts out people"!! Whatever it is, after obtaining my first A to my full A'lvls cert im going to just give up the rest of my time till im done and over with it! Fortunately, obstacles got removed out of my way before all these torture starts otherwise coping with this system would give me a hell of my life. phew~
