todae was a long and fruitful dae fer me(: woke up early in the mornin to take janelle out fer breakfast!!! cause im soooo damn eager to meet her after havin been separated frm her!! we chat alot(: and i gotto knw all her excitin trips(: went to accompany her to get her ri chang yong pin den headed back(: jus in time to go out with huggy family:D we went to have our lunch(: den went to parkway and shopped real damn alot!!! mom bought alot!!! haha(: but i lyk it:D im sooo tired by now(: anyway dinner was YUMMY^^ okaye tats bout it(:

nites:3

yooohooo~

TODAE WAS A GREAT DAE(: had sch as usual when everyone's oreadi at home havin their holidaes!! but come to think of it,i tink its okaye to have sch(: its fun!!! we were plain and also learnin at the same time(: tats great!! but i guessed we cant do tat neaxt yr:( cause its gonna be a veri tense period!! as usual we played UNO and they all sort of conspired together!! all the DRAW TWOS(: haha:D anyway its okaye luhs, otherwise its not tat funni anymore:3 went home after sch, went to meet irena to get vcds,and contacts!! walked around and headed home after tat^^ anyway, dere's smth even more excitin!!! and tat's:''JANELLE ONG PEI YI'S BACK!!!'' i guess i'll be meetin her tmr or smth?

PICTURES ON EXCURSION:D

3/1 & WENHUI'S LOVE<3

HEYO:D was lazy to blog fer thw past few days(: oh ya!! fri's MUSEUM trip was fun!!! i tout its gonna be borin(: but it turned out to be COOL~ we were playin old maid with regine's jay chou cards in the bus,when we were on the way to the museum(: and i lost@-@ so i was the OLD MAID:D:D at the museum we were given some headphones which was so heavy!!! we were supposed to hang it round our neck, i wanted to put it down cause my hands were tired but den it was too heavy fer my neck-_-''' we had loads of laughter and fun at the museum we oso took alot of pictures:p but it wasnt with me,its all with the others(: got back my report book at the end of our excursion(: i was damn happi!! scored okaye(: and i improved tooo(: fahmi was the first and he said tis to me: ''come let the first take a look at the second's report book'' me:" ala take larh(:" waited fer irena dey all denwent to KFC fer dinner(: met junkai and he starts his jokes again(: he's always makin fun of me:3 overall it was fun(: mum and dad was happi with me tooooo^^

its been a sick week fer me...

i have been sufferin frm pains fer a period of time.. i knw i sld get a check up,but... dere are reasons to y im afraid of oin fer a check up.. i knw i dunn wanna die.. im still veri young,and if i got to knw tat im sufferin frm illneses i'll lose every single hope i have... i knw it may seem easy to euu ppl to jus sae go fer a check up.. but yet do euu ppl knw how much fear i have in me? if after the check up,i found out tat i have cancer or wad, den i wont be able to smile,joke and pretend tat nth had happen... i can do tat now, cause im not sure of my condition,but if i were to knw thw outcome... im afraid i'll jus lose hope and reject any form of treatment and help... the fear deep down in me... wont and cant be comprehand by the ppl hu cares fer me... i knw euu all care... but i reli... its hard to explain and understand,euu ppl are not ME euu ppl wont understand... euu may tink im speakin nonsence and rubbish here but i knw wad's deep in me tat im thinkin bout:( if i've anger euu all... im sorri den,cause i didnt mean to anger all of euu with my stubborness.. if euu all wanna be angry den derre's nth i can do to stop...last nite,the pain was so terrible tat i tout i was goin to jus leave lyk tat, but i actually managed to wake up in the mornin... i pray to FATHER tat he'll watch over me and bless me with his spirit,i pray tat he'll heal me of all sicknesses with his healin hands.. i hope and believed tat FATHER heard my prayers and would allow me to carry on livin... i reli dunn wanna leave... i wanna do much more things and accomplish dreams...i reli need the courage...

went home took a bath,went to meet wenxin,irena & sharon(: went to white sands library to borrow books(: den went to KFC(: we tok and had lots of laughter:D:D:D after tat headed down to downtown with irena(: went to play arcade(: we played the gun one,the para para,the red green blue machine & basketball(: we felt lyk exercisin dere sia(: mayb we're tooo old le ba(: i had funn(: 玩得很过瘾^^