SATURDAY'S

Went to Vivo! Hahaha:D Thats my fav, cause its shoppin time yeah(: Guess what i bought? I bought another pair of levi's jeans, i've wanted it long ago, cause it comes along with a bracelet(: I bought a top from espirit, which is red in colour, the red captured my eye the moment i stepped into the shop(: I also bought a dress from forever 21, this is the first time i bought something from dere, cause usually i think the fashion there was mainly fer more matured women? Ya, but anyway, the dress that i bought ystd just fits me tooo well! Oh, lastly, bought a pair of slippers from this dunno what shop? But its denim, pretty pretty! See, isnt it good to go shoppin with your mom(: Oh daddy also bought me smth from Aldo, its a white in colour bag(: MOM & SIS also bought loads of things man!!!

I AM SOOOOO FULLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mornin was rainin so healvily, that i got real wet despite having an umbrella(: Classes todae wanst that bad(: In fact i tink it has been quite fun(: I lyk MR LIM BOON HUAT & MR YAP CHIEN HOW!!! They are the cutest teachers i've ever had!!! Recess was good tooo(: Abital joined us, and im glad she joined us, cause we all enjoyed the short gossip session(: HAHAHA:D

Bused to Bedok fer BOTAK JONES(: There were lyk seven of us? Kenneth, Joshua, Vittorio, Qiyuan, Wenhui, Abital & me!All thanks to Kenneth that we had to take the bus long ride dere, and made Wenhui felt bus sick, and made me so sian:0 Reached there, had to walk to our designation, but its quite a short walk(: Lunch dere was superb!!! The guys ordered big portions, and we ordered pasta, spagethi and lagsana, it was alll sooooo yummy!!! But i tink its a little tooooo cheezzzzzzzzy and creamy? Kenneth had fish and chips which look real good(: Joshua and Vitt had CAJUN CHICKEN if im not wrong? Their chicken was damn thick larhs!

We walked back to the Bedok interchange and took another bus to DUNMAN FOOD CENTRE fer desert!!! Second round!!!! The desert was superb!!! Kenneth had durian sago, Joshua had durian ice kacang, Abital had mango pudding, Wenhui had strawberry fruit cocktail, Qiyuan and Vitt had soursop and i had strawberry longan(: All was gooooooooooood!!!

And we got to knw 2 small boys they were so cute and intelligent i tell you!!!! They can read so many words that are considered difficult!!! And the things is they're onli 5yrs old!!! Their names are zhihao and zhiyuan(: All of us lyked them alot, so adorable, active and friendly(: They were closest to Wenhui(: I must say that i reli hand in to her man! She can reli handle kids(: Im sooo happy fer her, cause this means she's all ready to be a kindergarden teacher(: I see the potential in you!(*:

After which, walked again, saw many food!!!! They stopped over to get durian puffs which were reli good according to them(: Hahaha:D i bet everyone was bloated to the max!!! Then took bus home again!!!! The whole day is practically all of us eating and taking bus rides!!!! But i reli lyked it(: Shall have the next real eating tour soon!

IM SOOOOOO TOUCHED!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its the first time fer time, you showed concern fer me after having known you fer freakin 4 yrs!!! Im reli touched!!! Although i've been experiencing many kinds of scenarios, and im also not sure fer how long more can i hold out? I guess, this is just part and parcels of life, and i guess these are just tests GOD is giving me(: I believed, i'll be able to overcome it(: Whatever it is, im reli veri touched!

Irena, im so grateful to have you , always being by my side(: Although sometimes you dunn reli ask me what had happened, but i knw you knw what has happened(: THANK YOU IRENA! Kevin, thank you soooo much reli! Although you have your own problems but you're still botherin yourself over my prob, it mus have been tough on you, having to cope with 2 person's problems(: THANK YOU KEVIN!

Wenhui, im reli glad to have you as a friend! And i reli thank GOD fer lettin me meet you(: I knw you're always there fer me, prepared to listen to my complains(: HAHAH:D it must have been tough on you sister! THANK YOU WENHUI! Atiqah, she's the one who's always having hardtime with me at the same time, what good timin! I hope everyth will be fine fer you tooo girl(: THANK YOU AYTIE!

Vittorio and Kenneth, my brothers(: Hahaha:D thanks fer askin actually(: The both of you reli made me touched! Cause it was more of a surprise(: THANK YOU BROTHERS! i reli see them as my brothers(: Once again, thank you to all!(:

FROM END OF THIS MONTH TO NEXT MONTH, THEN WHAT'S NEXT? NEXT YEAR?

Yes! good enough! you're doin this thing onto me again! In yr 2005 you said you'll be back before x'mas eve, then what next? You onli appear the yr after that? I waited, w/o any complains. Itsn't that good enough? Then subsequently you went off too again leavin me behind.. All these yrs you've been lyk that, okaye i'll forget bout it, then now what? Playin that game on me again? Fine! Very well, go ahead and stay dere forever, since you belong dere, and sld not have come here to bear all these sufferings!

I AM ANGRY OKAYE!!!!

Let me tell you this, im sick and tired of all those waitings! Those dumb waitin sessions, that i've always believed in! Why do i wait fer so long? What izzit that im waitin fer? Im always here missing you all day lyk a crazy lovesick girl? I tried to divert all these thoughts, but what did i get? Endless misses, anticipatin fer your return, behaving lyk a mad, crazy lovelone girl?! Ya right, why am i the one who has to wait fer so long and everytime im the one waitin?

I believed you can come back earlier, dont you? But why do you just have to make me wait longer? If you're gonna tell me that you cant come back earlier or whatever shit? Then let it be, cause im reli DAMN FCUKING TIRED OF WAITIN! YOU HEAR ME!!!! Ystd, again, i was bein a fool cryin to bed, reason? Being so razy misin you, thinkin of you lyk nth else has to be done? I guess im reli wastin my life, why? Cause all that i've done, doesnt seem to be appreciated! It feels lyk im the one-sided party yearnin fer you, how dumb can i get!

Fine! Let me tell you this! IM RELI ANGRY THIS TIME ROUND! And i dunn feel lyk waitin anymore lyk a dumbfcuk! Im not going fer the end of yr trip anymore! IM RELI SICK AND TIRED OF THAT!!!! Why sld i be that dumbfcuk to stay here and wait fer you when you're enjoyim yourself dere!!! All you do is to give me false assurance!!! YOU CAN SAVE ALL THAT FER YOURSELF! IM SO GONNA SPARE MYSELF FROM THIS AGONY!!!! NO MORE COUNTING OF DAYS !!!!

YOU CAN NVR GIVE ME A GOOD EXPLANATION FER NOT BEING DERE FER ME!!!!!

ITS THS THRITEENTH DAY:D

I went fer service this mornin, and guess what kevin wasnt dere? Was weird to not see him attend service? So after service went to my grandma's place er lunch, yummy lunch, after which i decided to visit my hilltop home, since i've not been dere fer lyk 1 yr?

As i was walking thru the playground, i sae kevin dere alone! Of course, as the usual me, i walked over, and gave him a pat! I was frightened to see you lookin lyk this, what has happened? Im soooo sorri that i've nvr put in the eefort to find out things bout you.. Im sooo sorri fer not being able to be dere fer you when things have made you felt this way... My heart reli went all out to you, when i learnt bout such stuffs, please be strong, my brother(: I believe that you'll be able to get over it soon, and all things will go your way again(: I promise you that i'll walk thru this with you, pls pls pls be strong my bro...

On the other hand, i dunno what's the situation is fer baby:( Cause we gotta wait till tmr mornin before we can reli knw what has happened, yes? I hope it isn't anyth serious (: Pls dunn feel worried or sad, pls pls pls... Cause im reli worried fer you, take good care of yourself, since you're feeelin unwell... Dunn worry too much, i'll pray that everyth goeas well fer you(: I LOVE YOU!

TWELVETH DAY FER ME!!!!

Breakfast with irena(: Walked around and shop a little(: Got myself a small cash book, damn cute! And the jesus pendant from precious thoughts(: After, irena went off, i went to meet my family, and mom went back to buy somemore of the pendant, cause it was reli pretty!

Had carl's junior fer lunch at suntec(: Their meal is damn ex, and filling! We went to shop, then headed to chinatown fer some shoppin(: Camwhored there with sis(: Then dinner was at suntec again(: I had a sudden crave fer the food court's japanese bento(: So pestered dad to bring us there, and all of us ate the japanese food(:

I found out todae, that how much my parents love me(: They'll always be the one to be dere fer me, to stand up fer me, and to console me(: Just lyk todae, when there's this guy who was so RUDE, that reli made me pissed off, he pushed me and even gave me that tsk sound!!! I told my dad, and he scolded him fer me!!! HAHAHAHA:D so damn shiok sia the feeling! Even if dad didnt do that i'll scold him back too(: Till den do i realised that my dad had been standing up fer me since young(: I remembered he used to help me scold this boy who used to bully me with vulgarities, and my dad actually scolded him till he CRIED!!! He deserved it(: I LOVE DAD(:

Tomorrow's gonna have service, which means i'll get to see my buddy, and update him on my life!(:To my baby, dunn worry too much over that thing, if you reli didnt do it, and have a clear conscience, do not be afraid, i'll give your mom a call tmr(: I STILL LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU A LOT:D okaye, shall hurry upload the pictures and get to my tv(: