girlfriend's the best, as usual..

My winter wear reminds someone of me.. sad..

This time it is for real isn't it... ?

How time flies, and how i wish i could turn time back, when i couldn't be bothered with anything. So i see my friend, you've finally came knocking on my door, filing me with all these emotions and all the playback scenes.. You said I am no longer who I am, but the bitterness i've went thru never became different somehow.. Let's play the merry-go-round game and see where we'll eventually meet in the end.. Forget every single pain being inflicted on you before, be happy(:

i want to leave so badly....

Always, clarice

1 down

Finally that's one down for now.. Ystd was the release of the A'lvls result i hope i'll be able to get the same joy as zheng gagng next year! when i obtain my other 4 As as well(: look like it has been a really long time since i last update this tiny little space here. Everyday is full of tutorials and more studying to do-_- on top of that it becomes a phenomenon that i look forward to dance every wednesdays and fridays cause that's the only time i get away from sch and books. So much for being the top 25% of our year, we're slogging our guts out, its school, books and home everyday-_- nothing much but these..

This tough journey took away the fun my friends are having now. I really wish all this would end so that i can get out that playing and having all the fun i should have as a teenager.. Despite the hardwork and pressure we get everyday, we still face the same threat of not getting into a local university, because everyone's getting smarter and better:( However, its sad that it doesn't parallel to the fact that everyone should be able to get a share of the pie, isn't it?

What's the use of nurturing a bunch of dead and lifeless people? What's the use of tryin to so hard to create a "more caring" society when what you have isn't really potraying it? Its just a paradox you have to deal with everyday. I have no doubt became one of these lifeless creature.. I've actually been bought into the system of "slog your guts out people"!! Whatever it is, after obtaining my first A to my full A'lvls cert im going to just give up the rest of my time till im done and over with it! Fortunately, obstacles got removed out of my way before all these torture starts otherwise coping with this system would give me a hell of my life. phew~

HAPPY? TIRED? WHAT NOT?

WHAT A HECTIC WEEK!!!!

This is due to the tests and all the dance preparation that jam up my week!!! Fortunately dance wasn't a chore but much of a fun! Tests were okaye despite not studyin for it! Lady luck is smiling on me(: *cross fingers* Haven't really got the time to blog bout my birthday celebrations!!! okaye i guess i can only dedicate a post to them after allo the events are over. This week we did flashmobs and all, on top of that we were busy preparing for our cca show case and decorating our booths and all the publicity work. Look at us, the hardworking bunch! I bet no other cca is as dedicated as us larhs! Hence, the Gold with Honours title hahaha:D alright off to do more work! dance at 10am tmr! phew!

UN development reports:

"Of the world’s estimated 854 million illiterate adults, 544 million are women. "

GOODNESS ME!!! Since the start of school, i've not been able to come online to do my uneccessary stuff like blogging, facebook-ing, watching drama and variety shows online, posting pictures. Most importantly, i dont have the time and chance to blog on my birthday and give thanks to the contributers!! bad bad! This is happening all thanks to the damn tests and mountainous pil of tutorials and extra readings! OKaye, tell you something interesting, my GP teacher came up with a new way to do our reading logs(: This is how it goes about, instead of searching articles from the lifeless, boring traditional newspapers and TIME magazines, we get to come in touch with videos and reports from CNN, BBC, CNA, and al we have to do is to type a commentary of 50-100 words paragraph on FACEBOOK(: smart or smart! we safe paper, but waste electricity. we indulge in new media, and pick on the traditional media. What a bunch of ingrates(: Alright enough of GP!!! i'll blog on my birthday, and the other 2 gays birthday, when i have the time(: RIGHT TERENCE! asshole! haha(:

Puzzle fighter!!!

ghostly jump! haha:D
the beef that was on FIRE!!

Had a really bad night the previous day.. Was awake doing work till late, on top of that the flu did a great job in causing breathing difficulty-.- Bad germs go away! Woke up early for dance, learnt smth new, dance isn't all hopeless for me i hope.. Really dont wanna lose this effort, hope the passion doesn't die off!! GO GO GO!! I MUST HANG IN THERE NO MATTER THE AMT OF THINGS APPEARING AT ONE GO!!!! Scholarship application is half way done.. Hoping that my 2nd interview wld go well(:

In a blink of eye, its 2010.. Dreadful year.. Bingo you got it right, all thanks to A'LVLS!!! New schedule, new timetable, new teachers and new commitments, im al for it.. For the future, i'll do it.. Father, i just pray that you'll giv me the strength to carry on, the perseverence and determination that nvr dies off. And that you'll be watching over me, guiding me, and lastly, walking this journey along side me, i pray. Amen.

Im thankful for love(: Although, we're a young couple, but wad we've gone thru is beyond normal imagination and expectation. Thanks for being that childish you(: Thanks for the games that you suggested(: it reli helped me relieve some stress(: i love you glowy (:

what's the point?

School's starting in like 3 days time, and i've got hell loads of things incompleted. On top of that, just got to knw a very bad news.. Shall not mention.. Most disappointing of all, was dance.. Everything's happening at one go agn, there are so many opportunity costs which i can tell no one bout. sometimes in life silence is the best approach to others but agony to one's self..