if only you learnt to see how beautiful i was..

Its been a long time since i last updated this space! Hmm.. life was like a roller coaster for me, ups and downs(: But its alright, i dont mind the pain and tortures, cause i knw there's a whole bunch of MDC dancers holding me up(: If it weren't for the dancers i would have had vanished totally.. Afterall i know that im not alone, it seems like most of them are going thru somewhat similar situation.. I hope eveything goes fine and that we'll stand strong tgt(: Oh thanks sum the sucker who made things easier(:

If only you knew what i wasn't.. If only you learnt to realise this is how far i can only do.. If only you knew how hard i've tried.. If only you could see the beauty that lies within.. If only you learnt how to accept things.. If only... There is just too many things that slipped off..

now, i realise

how important you are to me my dear organiser! I totally freaked out when i found out that my hello kitty organiser was not in my bag and nowhere to be seen, i became really worried. Tears filled my eyes and i rushed out of the class halfway to search through all the classrooms i've been to and i still couldn't find it:( The office's lost and found didnt have it tooo!:( I got so sad , that i couldn't pay attention in class at all, thinking what would become of it if it lends into the hands of heartless people with .... intentions. Thanks to gina who saw my organiser and kept it for me!!! For that moment i was so damn happy to the extent of speechless!!! happy me to getback my organiser!!!(: i'll lock you tightly in my bag from today onwards(:

a map please..

This seems to be a contradicting situation now. All i can say is clarice, you're in deep shit now! I know the urgency and the need to start my engine for the tough journey ahead. Which is, start studying crazily, extra hard for my A'levels, equivalent to no watching of tv, no using of the computer, no shopping and no more daydreaming around:( There's a very small part within me that wants to start studying and prioritise that annoying big exams-.- However, a large part of me wants to end all these shit and the pain of having to endure long tutorials and lectures with a heavy head... I am sick and tired of it, it seems like the driving force and motivation i used to have and the hunger for my future all went missing.. What exactly happened to me?

PRETTAYE please(:

hmm, am thankful for all the stress relieve things to do. Seriously im tired of studyin. dont feel like studyin. dying to go overseas. at least im better now with you, you, you and you!(: secondary school frens are the ones that walk with you thru life..

hate ppl who keeps using the public to solve problems. ETC, FACEBOOK. fuck off larhs seriously-.- let me tell you, its not gonna work, in fact you're putting yourself at a losing end. It shows me how right i am in making that decision.

xoxo

Shopping craze is on trisha(:

It feels good to be able to cuddle with your girlfriend in bed just hugging the stuff toys we used to hug , and talk about all the things that happened(: Looking thru the letters we used to write to each other and all the pictures we took when we were young! the stage when we all had our 2 front tooth missing(: haha! cravings for jap jelly was so extensive that we went to make it and wait idiotic-ly in front of the fridge for it to form before we cld eat it!! HAHAHA!! we shall look forward to the slumber night(: *cross fingers* hoping that kevin wld be able to come back in time for it! Then it wld be a full attendance childhood gang gathering(: haha!

Cant wait for these things!!

1. Chalet with my special 5(:


2. Dance camp! juniors better enjoy it suckers!


3. Slumber party(: hooray!! lookin forward to it the most!!

girlfriend's the best, as usual..

My winter wear reminds someone of me.. sad..