HANS COMIN BACK TMR!!!:D
todae's the first dae of sch reopen:(
it wasn't very nice:( as im still not in the mood fer sch yet:(
I HATE SCHOOL:( its damn bored!!! and wenhui's
not dere to accompany me:( i jus sat dere and do
my homework and when teacher's scoldin other ppl im sleepin
cause too tired le.. dere's damn loads of tests comin on tis week:(
lyk im havin 2 tests on tmr!! its bad feelin:( i ate alot in the afternoon(:
and was too tired by the time i was back at home:(
thus, i went to sleep at 3pm and woke up at 7pm(: ltr how to slp sia!!
hais.. and have to study and do loads of homework sia!!
i jus feel bad todae:( not a nice feelin:( and i miss hans alot!!
tmr's dere'd cca.. wonder when hans wll come out den i can meet him:(
BAD DAY!!:(

thethey are love<3they are love<3

THE CUTEST THING EVER(:

oh tian!!!

yeasterdae was fun man!!!

i love tat soooo much!!!

we went to eat at crystal jade and 爷爷请我们吃东西!!!

damn alot of good food man!!(: and i miss him sooo muchie(:

after tat we went to kbox bout 12+am and we sang alot of songs!!

screams!!! laughs!! and we were sooo damn high!!

jumpin around!! wahaha:D we dance!!! take pictures!! went crazy and high!!

weixian our camera man(: haha(: he and yuanshuai soo funni sia!!

tat yuanshuai laugh at other ppl ownself sing oso damn cartoon sia(:

laugh untill we stomach pain!!:D its damn fun!! and i reli felt wad it meant by true real cool fun hang outs!! HANGOUTS EUU ALL ARE DAMN GREAT FUN AND COMPANY!!

i love it!! soon we'll be together again!!

wee~(:

hehe(: todae's tired but happi(:
cause i received loads of comments sayin im cute!!
wahaha:D im not tryin to show off okaye i tink its
cause of my hair barh!? todae im lookin fer tmr(:
cause tmr im goin out with my four most best fren!!!
we are gonna play till late and go KA CHA KA CHA!!
which means great photo-takin session(: i love it!!!
wee~ ahaha:D anyways!!! happi larhs!!! altough tired(:

haha:D IM HAPPI TODAE!!
yesterdae tok to miae untill early in the mornin sia!!
den todae got sch early in the mornin tired sia!!!
but lyk tat i still feel veri energetic altough im tired!?
maybe my body siao le:D todae gaojie returned
back to herself and im soo happi(: wahaha:D
and i love AK JIE sooo muchie!!! she's love<3
todae when i tell her im hungry den she immediately sae
she wrap dumplin fer me to eat ok? and im soo touched after tat
she still give me dunno wad thing made frm egg white she sae is good fer
girls de skin!!! ahaha:D and at nite when i sae i wann eat 炒年糕 she
make one veri big bowl(: ahaha:D AND SHE SAE SHE LOVE ME!!
wahaha:D im oso veri happi fer the main reason cause
HANS MOM CALLED ME AND TOK TO ME:D altough i miss her son veri much and veri long time no contact cause in brunei toUgh trainin but can
tok to his mom is veri veri happi!!!
SOOO FORTUNATE!!!!!!!

i feel so blue todae:( cause of my bestest fren:(
todae i went dere at 11a,, and was lookin forward to her comin..
but when she came i saw the look tat she had on her face:(
it says agony,terrify,painfull and tortured!!! she was soo
restless and tired:( tis is not the girl tat i knew:( TATS NOT HER!!!
IM SOOO SAD:(
i feel sooo helpless! lyk i cant help her! she doesnt wanna tell me
maybe she jus wanna settle down first?!
im soo heart-broken:( tats reli not her! i knw and can
feel tat smth is troubling her and she's hidin it! i was soo lost and dunno wad to do when i see her lyk tis sooo i attituded her i tink ?! i was angry why she had to do tis to herself?!
but when i went to her blog jus now... i finally knw why?!
its all my fault fer not gettin the facts rite and attitude her!
as her fren i sld care and concern fer her more instead of gettin angry and anyhow tink of things!! i was such shit!!! wad is happenin nowadays!!?!!?! does it have to be tis way?
im shit!!! im soo angry with myself!!! how do i help her return to her real self?

todae i played with tabital(:
haha(: she's sooo CUTE!! oh my!?!?
she's got her mum's eyes(: and her dad's hair(:
she's quite naughty(: but its okaye cause i lyk her alot(:
i wonder when's the next time i can get to babysit her again(:
although its onli fer a few hours(: hmmm..
todae dere;s reli nth bout me? i guess soo(: but as fer
my daughter:( she's not tat lucky?! maybe its jus one of such a time
when euu jus reach to a tolerence limit! i guessed soo? she was
sooo irritated by tat pig!!! and he's reli too much! forget it my daughter
jus ignore him(:euu'll be fine in mummy's hug(: i'll give uu warmth and
love fer as much as i can! euu may not have other's love tat euu want(:
but euu have MINE!!! I LOVE EUU IRENA APRINA!!!
cheer up:D

OKAYE NOW IM GONNA TOK BOUT MYSELF(: TIS IS BETTER(:
yesterdae i went shoppin with irena(: and i spent lyk bout 100+ nearli 200.
and after tat went to do my hair again(: tis time its soooo much better
all the stupid hairstylist larh tat time nvr make properly! wad sia! den now i have to pay money again! 700 sia she!!! den went shoppin with my mama and sis of course(: i bough sch bag,a lot of clothes:D and i even bought a pants fer my mama(: wahaha(: and spent lyk 100+ den gave my papa $50 cause its FATHER'S DAY! and i dunno wad to get fer him(: so i tout cash wld do(: my fringe looks cute to me(: and my sis oso got her fringe cut ! FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wau! i tell euu arhs i see her fringe fer sooo long and cant tahan keep on sayin and sayin fer 1 mth plus i tink yesterdae finally cut sia! wau ! miracle!!
wahahaha:DDD okaye tats all at least she llook better nowO-O ahaha:D

yoyoyo!
todae im damn angry sia!!!!
with tat bloody idiot!!!
i tell euu arhs if euu see her euu reli feel lyk stranglin her
to death!!!her face damn fucky sia!!! dunno is wad thing!?!?
i reli cant stand tat woman sia!? nonono, i sld not sae woman she look more lyk man sia! i tink she is AH GUA!?!? nonono. oso wrong cause at least AH GUA is pretty, sexy,hot and up to standard de tis wan arhs terrible sia!?!? she do things slowly veri slowly untill euu see arhs euu will tink tat dere is no such things as ants or turtle! cause she reli tooooo slow and oso stubborn!!! wad sia she!! euu knw euu tell her do things she pretend nvr hear den got hell loads of excuses to give euu!!!do wrong ting somemore deny and argue back!! reli feel lyk slappin her face sia!! kick her upside down!!! jus now she reli get on my nerves tat wen i holdin the knife i r eli feel lyk choppin HER!!! but ltr wen i tinkk bout it i better dunn waste my energy cause the knife tooo small to kill her euu knw larhs her meat lyk wall!!! and her skin even worse!!! i dunno how to describe her sia reli no words arhs see how cham and terok!!!!!!!! dunno how to kill sia !?!! and she reli lyk cow sia! stubborn lyk hell! opps?! i sld not sae tat cause cow oso more cute den her! she ?! wau lau not even fit to be my maid sia! shit oso prettier den her(: and she is veri veri CLUMSY!!! wad kind of person is tis euu see!!! she arhs dunno wads wrong always bang into euu de and wen too squeazy she still die die wann squeaze!!! waulau! eh! and she still dare to tell everyone tat she work in hotel fer 6 yrs waulau!!! dunn lie larhs euu lyk tat hotel wann euu meh?! euu go dere cleaner izzit!? i tink even cleaner oso not fit sia!!!!!! arggh!!!!!!!!! next time i try to get her photo and show euu all!!! wad a FREAK she is !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

helloos(:
i guess todae's quite a good dae(:
aanyway im veri damn tired todae!
hmm...wad had happened to me todae?
i had fun with irena todae while waitin fer the taxi(:
we were jokin and creatin our own stories and jokes
the ppl around were smilin at our fun secretly(:
haha:D we had paddle pops(: its YUMMY!! ahas:D
we ate ANG KU KUEH!!! we oso ate TUTU KUEH,DURIAN PUFF!!
wee~ it was DELICIOUS man:D wahaha:D we were soooo
full and tonite's dinner was scary!!!!! IT WAS CHICKEN FEET SOUP!!!!!
yucks>.<>

was a miserable and frightful dae i had todae:(i'll nvr forget wad happenend to me todae:(
i woke up early in the mornin. went to tat place at ard 8+ where the sky is still sooo dark
with the heavy rain and strong wind. i had no umbrella or shelter..i was drenched frm head
to toe. it was so cold and i was alone in tat veri scary and strange place. i didnt knw the place well and was lost indere:( i was so afraid and i can turn to no one:( cause it was tooo early.. i was reli lost dere.. i cant find my way out.. i feel soo helpless and miserable at tat point of time .. den i suddenly realised tat i was bein followed by a indian guy.. irealised tat his shirt was not buttoned and he kept laughin with tat kinda look..so i ignored him and jus
walk but when i stop he oso stop den when i walk again he suddenly go to the front and laugh.. den he suddenly walk fast fast den turn back and flash at me!!! i was soo scared tat he would do smth to me.. so i jus cried and scream luckily dere's a guy hu came by with a umbrella brought me out of dere!? i was so sad and afraid tat i cant stop cryin.. i miss hans alot and as i was walkin i was tinkin of hans.. where are euu? all tis while i've been veri bad with my directions and its always him hu brought me home and guided me.. but todae he wasnt dere fer me when im soo afraid:( i felt soo heartache:( hans where are euu ? ineed euu to bring me out of tat place:( why are euu not here to protect me? if euu were beside me tiss will not happen at all!i reli miss euu .. i need euu.. wen are euu gonna come back? i've been waitin fer sooo long:( i was sooo shocked tat i was quite dumb founded fer the whole dae:(
why is tis happenin to me... jus when ur not around me:(

i reali miss him tooo much): tat i cant stop my tears frm fallin:(
i reli need him to come back as fast as possible): the feelin tat i
get ech time i miss euu and all the things happenin around me):
i reli got alot to sae todae): missin and worryin bout him is one
thing. another troublin me is bout BRYAN.i quarrelled with him
yesterdae cause of wad he said:'euu oso nvr do anyth to make me
treat euu as a sister.' i felt reli bad bout wad he said! cause i reli
treat him as a big bro to me,but he actually tout i hated him sooo
much jus cause i always sae bout him bootlickin miae): but i was
jus jokin all tiss! cause i tout tat dere was no other topic to communicate
with him! and i 怕will 冷场！so i didnt knw tat by jokin bout tat he
will take it to heart.todae he touched my head and said:'muimui mus guai guai o(:'
and he jus walked off with a smile fer me. actually at tat point i reli wanna
tell him i reli wanna be good frens with euu lyk i am with weixian
cause i tink euu reli knw alot! last but not least...my sister again!
im reli veri fede up over tis both my parents are sooo biased against my sis!!!
and protect her lyk shit!!she was in the wrong but dey scoled me lyk hell and
said nth to her and she jus laughed!! wad kIND OF FUCKIN SISTER TIS IS!
i was reli veri sick and tired of tis nonsence!!i reli feel lyk sayin tis to dem:
I'VE GROWN UP AND IS SICK AND TIRED OF TIS! DUNN MAKE ME HATE EUU GUYS CAUSE I'LL NVR TOLERATE EUU 2 BEIN BIASED ANYMORE!!!!!!!
arggh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i reli crazy le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i controlled cause its my grandma's b'dae todae(: okaye tats enough!
im gonna be okaye tmr(: anyway 阿婆！生日快乐！！！ 我爱你！

todae's the 13th oreadi(: 14 more days my hans

come back le! wahahah(:he oreadi 2 days nvr mag me le):

how?!im worried:(oh dear! hans faster call me!!!!

see he so cute!!!

i knw euu all are tired of listenin to tis):

but pls understand how much i love and miss him):

todae i saw a whole lot of JAPANESE people!

but the guys suck lorhs smoke untli sooo SMELLY!

todae i oso saw alot of babies and toddlers(:

dey are real CUTE! dey are jus so innocent and adorable(:

i wonder how will my kids be lyk next time?

NAUGHTY?CUTE?HANDSOME?PRETTY?

HAHA:D tink tooo much l;e oso dunno i jia de chu

qu ma?oso dunno got ppl wan me anot?

nvm dunn tink sooo much fer now yet(:

so long as i get to see manimani cute and fun babie and toddlers(:

MUAHAHAHA(:

MYDAEILAUGHED:D

todae is on the 11th which

means it is 16 more daes nearer

to hans arrival(:im so happy!

i reli reli reli reli reli reli MISS him alot:( i wonder how is he over dere?

i love it!!!

i went to do my hair on sat(:
i permed my hair(:
but it doesn't look quite nice): i guess i gotta wait fer it to grow long ba(:

he always let me take funny pictures of him(:

i'll upload one pic of him everydae till the dae he come back frm brunei(: FASTER COME BACK!

him after playin basketball(:

<====THIS IS SOOOOOO CUTE!!!

and thats my HANS! i miss him): cause his in brunei now goin thru veri tough trainin): im sooo sad!