CLARICE(:

i feel so blue todae:( cause of my bestest fren:(
todae i went dere at 11a,, and was lookin forward to her comin..
but when she came i saw the look tat she had on her face:(
it says agony,terrify,painfull and tortured!!! she was soo
restless and tired:( tis is not the girl tat i knew:( TATS NOT HER!!!
IM SOOO SAD:(
i feel sooo helpless! lyk i cant help her! she doesnt wanna tell me
maybe she jus wanna settle down first?!
im soo heart-broken:( tats reli not her! i knw and can
feel tat smth is troubling her and she's hidin it! i was soo lost and dunno wad to do when i see her lyk tis sooo i attituded her i tink ?! i was angry why she had to do tis to herself?!
but when i went to her blog jus now... i finally knw why?!
its all my fault fer not gettin the facts rite and attitude her!
as her fren i sld care and concern fer her more instead of gettin angry and anyhow tink of things!! i was such shit!!! wad is happenin nowadays!!?!!?! does it have to be tis way?
im shit!!! im soo angry with myself!!! how do i help her return to her real self?