CLARICE(:

hmmm... its lyk i've been tinkin bout tis fer quite a long period of time(: and i tout i jus wanted to share(: i've always been tinkin bout my future? how's life gonna be? wad am i gonna be down with? bout all tis things i tout bout and even dreamt bout. i still dunn reli knw wad i reli want.. or sld i sae need? i reli look forward to plannin my next 5-10 yrs of my life. i wanna grow up fast, start workin,get the cool outa life(: tryin all the grown up stuffs(: being sooo adventurous i wanna go on a holi(: not a but mani(: i wanna shop lyk hell(: and of course im saving every bit i can fer my holi trips(: haha cause im goin with my frens sooo i dunn wanna make my parents pay fer me(: and oh yes! the thing tat troubles me most is.. wad's gonna actually become of me when i grow old.. will i be blessed? will i be happi? will i be peaceful? will i be alone? or with the one tat is destinied to accompany me thru out my life till death(: tats lyk sooo sweet and dreamy of me(: im livin here in a sooo damn reality world(: if tis could ever come thru(: anyway, i miss hans now! haha:D anyway he's gonna finish his mission tmr! sooo im gonna be damn happi faddie(:(:(:(: