SATURDAY was speech day, went to receive my prize(: MOM and HANS came to support me(: my dad could not come cause my bro also had to receive his prize on the same day! so much fer a coincidence!!!had lunch walked round white sands as my mom wanted to do some shoppin..

and before i slept, my mom and dad actually came into my room, and told me this,"girl, we're proud of you, and we knw you've worked very hard fer this, and you deserve it. we'll see you receive a better prize next yr, work hard, we knw you can do it!" and i replied thnx..

when dey left the room, i was soooo touched, i got the feelin tat i've nvr had before... i've nvr heard dem sae such things, no matter how well i did, they'll still sae its not enough and im not good enough yet.. wad dey've said reli made me tear, but it was tears of happiness:D i love all of you! and for this, im gonna work evenextra harder to achieve all my A1s(:

SUPERTEEN:D

it was great, and it made me cried fer the last 2 days. it was sooo touchin and as i listen, i start to think of my mom and such. i reli felt guilty fer the way i treated them, i knw now.. anyway, i'll continue with the workshop outside! ERNEST,KEN &PETER are the best speakers ever!!! i love it(: hahahhahahahahhahaha:D anyway, durin the 3 days fer the superteen, i tink the class has bonded quite abit i tink? wadever it is, my class's still cute:D

anyway, todae had dance, and its miss kelly's last dae! im soooo sad! cause she's the one tat keeps me to my commitments, not lyk tat itan such a witch!!! oh my!!! the dark days are back!! met hans yesterdae(: and im sooo happy! finally get to see him after so long^^ oh i haven got the pictures from superteen yet, will post it once i get it! anyway, im goin out ltr so shall blog again when im back><

SATURDAY'S GOOOD:D

GOOD FRIDAY.....

went fer service in the mornin.. and i reli cried durin the silent prayer.. i found out and realised all the things i've taken fer granted and all the things that i've nvr felt sorri fer.. it pierced thru me..


i've actually tout that because of some incidents, i tout of forsaking myself and living the home that actually sheltered and nurtured me, i actually tout that i would be better off w/o them but i was wrong, i can nvr be tat independent and strong if it were'nt fer that home.. durin tat period of time, it was reli tough, but, here comes jesus hu blessed me and ease the pain tat i went thru, i feel him talking to me and tellin me tat i dunn have to worry things and jus llet him handle dem as he knws wad is best fer me... i learnt and grew much more.. dere is nobody and nothing in this world tat could forgive and give me soooo much great things, other than Father. he forsake his onli son to die on the cross fer our sins.. so wad is the pain tat i got frm the canings? its nth compared to it, my dad was not wrong to use the rod instead of sparring the rod..


ow fortunate was i to be able to attend sch, to bath and feed myself, and let alone learn to be independent.. these things and actions may be out of reach fer the less fortunate people, and yet, i've nvr learnt to appreciate and be thankful fer it.. i sld be happy no matter how awfull things may have happened fer me.. i've sinned tooo much...i've always onli tout of the injustice and unfairness done to me.. i will learn and always rmb im soooo much more fortunate and at least i knw i have the love of Father(: amen..

SUPER UPER BORING W/O EUU IN CLASS ELAINE!!!

todae was the start of the superteen workshop fer elaine they all, and when it was geog it was boring to the core!!! i miss elain tan larhs!!! with her lame but funny jokes:D and the rest ya! planned to call irena up fer lunch after sch but in the end the poor thing had been pestered to go fer superteen(: so i went ahead with janelle fer long johns:D and i received the pictures!! thus im gonna post it up! todae i did most of my h/w and im quite satisfied^^

SERVICE WAS GREAT!!!

had service in the mornin(: although i slept late last nite... after which its cell outing:D lovesloveslovesloves<3>

KBOX-ing todae

went fer k lnch... it was the first outing with my new frens and such ya... i've not got the pictures yet, ya soo... and im a lil tired:(

STEAMBOAT yo!

its rainin, when i woke up, thus... i had steamboat at home with my family(: haha:D and i must sae, it was good! didnt do much todae, was plannin to go vivo with janelle but i woke up tooo late and its pourin sooo heavily, ya soo... anyway, my sis helped me with the changing of my blogskin and now i knw how to go bout it(: haha! thnx sis!! tmr's another outin dae^^ guess i gotta sleep real soon!

SHOPPING!!!! hey yo!

MONDAY: went out on mon fer tuition and meal with irena and janelle(: we had KFC but my chicken wasn't cooked!! wad the!!! but its alrite, forget out it. came over to janellle's place to have our manicure session! and im soooo proud of my art piece which is on janelle's fingers(:

TUESDAY: watched THE EYE, and i got scared soooo many times, haha! but it was awesome screamin away:D bought my ice-cream and alphabet stickers! finally!

WEDNESDAY: had school in the mornin:( i tink it was quite okaye! met hans fer awhile, den he had to book in liao... anyway, went to meet ,y cousin fer shoppin!!!! it was great:D we went to orchard, and i bought hell loads of stuff! bought myself 3, blouses, 1 levis jeans and a pair of shades(: spent boght $200++ haha! i've been tryin to control myself but not anymore, cannot tahan!!! candie frm not shoppin(: hmmm... planning to go vivo tmr, dunno wad's the plan yet(: anyway, i knw i've been enjoying myself fer the past few days, and i have to start on my h/w tmr!!!! before goin out^^ okaye tats all! im sooo full of pizza hut now:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAE RACHEL:D

may euu have ta blessed and awesome year ahead(: its ur dae todae, so enjoy it to the fullest(: happy birthday! i love you:D

i feel soooo proud of my ever first edited picture:D teehee!! i must thank NEOWEIXIAN fer introduing this programme to me(: haha, reli big thanks!!!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAEAREST SISTER CARISSA!:D