CLARICE(:

GOOD FRIDAY.....

went fer service in the mornin.. and i reli cried durin the silent prayer.. i found out and realised all the things i've taken fer granted and all the things that i've nvr felt sorri fer.. it pierced thru me..


i've actually tout that because of some incidents, i tout of forsaking myself and living the home that actually sheltered and nurtured me, i actually tout that i would be better off w/o them but i was wrong, i can nvr be tat independent and strong if it were'nt fer that home.. durin tat period of time, it was reli tough, but, here comes jesus hu blessed me and ease the pain tat i went thru, i feel him talking to me and tellin me tat i dunn have to worry things and jus llet him handle dem as he knws wad is best fer me... i learnt and grew much more.. dere is nobody and nothing in this world tat could forgive and give me soooo much great things, other than Father. he forsake his onli son to die on the cross fer our sins.. so wad is the pain tat i got frm the canings? its nth compared to it, my dad was not wrong to use the rod instead of sparring the rod..


ow fortunate was i to be able to attend sch, to bath and feed myself, and let alone learn to be independent.. these things and actions may be out of reach fer the less fortunate people, and yet, i've nvr learnt to appreciate and be thankful fer it.. i sld be happy no matter how awfull things may have happened fer me.. i've sinned tooo much...i've always onli tout of the injustice and unfairness done to me.. i will learn and always rmb im soooo much more fortunate and at least i knw i have the love of Father(: amen..