Okaye, we made it up again... No matter how hurt or how much i hate him to do this to me, but i'll still forgive him again and agian... This is smth that im angry with myself fer bein so soft hearted.. Anyway, dunn worry to the people out there, we're defintely fine!

On the other hand, went to do my pedicure again, cause ytd, there's this stupid old witch that stepped on my toe and her heels just scrape my nail polish off!!!! f*** you! After having done my nails, went to meet Rebecca fer the IT fair(: Met up with Janelle there and Hans toooo(: He bought me a cybershot T300 camera fer my advanced x'mas present(: And he hinted that he wanted a PS3!!! Oh dear!!! I gotta go save up man! Its soooo pretty the camera mine is red in colour:D Ohohoh! And im also veri attracted to the yellow psp!!!! But its the japan edition so it needs to be imported, which i tink wld be quite ex:( Its okaye, my taiwan trip's priority fer now(: okaye, shall type out my schedule fer the next of whole week!!!

SUNDAY(tmr) : east coast

MONDAY :badminton

and the rest will be posted tmr(:

LOL:3 life's hard to manage..

Its been long since i update this bloggy! I am so busy, busy busy busy with alot og things(: Have been studyin and also planning fer my year end trip to TAIWAN!!!! Im sooooo excited fer it!!! I wanna check out those beautiful sights and awesome shoppin there:D But the best part is not that, the best part is that im goin with my friends!!!! OHMY~ Its gonna be another havoc session(: Anyway, this week have been a rush and tirin week, but its alright! I am gonna relax and guess what? Im goin shoppin tmr again to get my bikini(: I think that bikini is soooooo pretty!!

HERE I COME TAIWAN!!!!!:D

and thanks to wenhui fer listening to me(:

And on the other hand, i actually got to find out things that made me hate you even more!!! just when i wanted to forgive you and place my trust in you again, you just had to shatter it all over again! you just had to do it rite?!?!?! and what did i do to deserve this? Okaye fine! let me tell you what i did! i waited fer you lyk a fool onli to find out that those lies!!!

I WILL CRY WHEN GRADUATION DAY COMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel so sad whenever i think of the day whereby we'll all be goin our separate ways to pursue the next big leap in our lives. Im soooooo gonna miss all of them, and all the moments we had. For some are leaving for USA(janelle), while some are leaving for AUSTRALIA( rebecca), and thats 2 less:( And as fer the rest of us, some will be ehadin to diff polys and some diff JCs:( And this is the time, we'll all meet new friends and enemies to make an impact on our lives, by leaving their footprints in our hearts(: The laughters will all turn to memories... I feel sad cause all of you wont be by my sides in class:(

BUT, on a lighter note, im happy that all of us wlll graduate with flyin colours and move on to accept the next challenge set aside for us(: I am sure w/o being in the same school, we'll make a pact that we'll all meet up at least once in a year, all those overseas will fly back to meet us! I wont want to separate this group of lovely girls! I knw im being mushy, but can you imagine, we've went this far tgt and this close tgt, all the things we shared were not taken for granted!

i'll miss, i'll love, i'll be happy, i'll be livin:D

its ABITAL ANG MIN HUI'S birthday man! Yupyupyup! she turns SIXTEEN todae yo! oh my! im sooooo happy fer you(: Your finally a legal age fer some NC16 movies(: We spent damn loads of hard work and time doin your birthdae present and small celebration:D ABITAL should also be grateful not only to us, but also regine, vivien, lynn and yanyee(: They did much tooo! And and and! Our class, your beloved 4/1 tooo! They fork out their money to get you those presents tooo okaye(: Hope you enjoyed your day, and mark this the most memorable birthday ever had all these 16 yrs of life:D

Although you're sixteen but you'll always be the little girl in my heart! I love you babe:D I've known you since sec one, and we've been close tgt, then separated and now back together again! This shows how fated we are to be friends for live! Rmb me, when you get married and when you give birth:D I wanna be with you no matter what, and this applies to all my beautiful friends out there(: Lastly, happy sweet 16th! Enjoy your day to the fullest and may you be blessed(:

Okaye, now its a dedication for my friends! Okaye this is only fer my school clique(:

Here is a list of them : IRENA, JANELLE, JIAHUI ,SHARON ,CHARISSA ,WENHUI ,MADELINE ,REBECCA ,AYTIE ,ABITAL ,RUBEZ AND ELAINE and many many more(: tooooo many to mention(:tell me if i've missed you out(:

YA they are the oones who will stand by me and support me! At least i got friends lyk them who are true and not pretendin! Just lyk someone! Since, everyth is made so obvious i guess, ya you knw! Anyway, thannks to my lovelies fer being there fer me when im down although i always dunn show it out, im strong and tough you knw(: Oh im fierce tooo! Ya, but i would still lyk to thank all of you fer everyth, you people must be a blessing from Father(: I'll also be here fer you ppl no matter what! I LOVE YOU PEOPLE(:

oh and you people knw what! i nvr knew that my blog was soooo "FAMOUS" that everyoene has been keepin track of it, even some people , whom i've talked about thinks that im talkin bout them? and thanks to YOU that my blog became even more "FAMOUS" i love you BITCH!!!!!

I reli dunn understand why all these had to come back after all the hard work i've put in... I used to give in sooo much that i truly forgot myself, i used to be that stupid to do everyth fer you, all i can think about is you, all i wanna sae are the words thta i wanna sae to you... this is the 3rd time in 2 straight days in a row. Why have you become lyk that? Why have you changed back to the old you, who doesnt knws how to appreciate me, who doesnt knw how to love me?!?!? Is that gonna come back again? I reli hate it! Someone, once old me this:" stop giving and start receivin my friend." Yes, just when i satrted receivin all these had to happen again, its all back to square one now! Yes i've fallen soooo badly, that it hurts sooo much!!! Im there fer you durin your toughest moments and days.. Iam what i am today, to be fierce cause you trained me to be one! i hate guys cause of you! Now that you're gonna finish goin thru your toughest moments are you gonna forget what i've done fer you? Am i just a tool? You've been throwin your tantrums and attitudes to me recently, i tout you were only lyk that cause of the ndp thingy, but now that its over, you got even worse! What am is supposed to so? You said that im unreasonable, buut have you ever tought of the things and the tone yo said and used against me? it hurts terribly!!! Although im sick now, the pain im experiencing is not as much as i get from you... No one has hurt me so deeply other than my dad, you're the second one... Recently, i kept quiet not because i admit im in the wrong! But because, i was toooo tired to talk to a person lyk you, you said to me at least i sld give you a chance to reason out, but how ca i reason things out with you, when you're someone who doesnt even knw reasons? im sick!!!! And look at what have you got to sae to me? you:" why go polyclinic? so slow? have to wait damn bloody long?" me:" no choice caus eits free, then what you want me to do? go private? who pay? you?" you:" fer what? waste money! i rather spend the money on other things than pay for the private clinic fees!" Your selfishness and everyth make me reli sick and tired!!! How am i supposed to handle you?! Can someone teach me how to do it? I bet you didnt knw that everynight before i sleep i wld pray to Father, to bless our r/s and let everything go on smoothly... how stupid can i be to be prayin fer such things rite? i bet you ppl must be laughin at me.. I hate it, when you always sae you're sorri and yet you repeat the same old mistakes again and again! It reli made my heart broke to pieces!!! tell me how much must i do to earn what i deserve? im soooo sick and those words reli "treated" me thanks ya! i dunno what am i goin to do next or what shall i do? But one thing fer sure i knw is that, im feeling damn awful now! why are girls always the ones to be hurt?

i miss the girls, i miss sentosa, i miss everything spent and done with you people:( i cant wait fer tues to get to see you people again:D

im sick sick sick sick sick!!! lyk since, sat, im down with a flu!!!! have been carryin loads and loads of tissues! blowin my nose away! till my nose is scrapped! and my skin is peelin due to over rubbing of nose to clear my mucus with tissue!!! arghhh!!!

anyways, on a better side, i bought loads and loads of things yesterday!!! went shoppin with mummy to marine parade(: bought 2 tank tops , 2 undergarments, and a pair of bedroom slippers(: i also bought loads of stationaries from popular tooo, i bought this book that is damn pretty!!! i've plans on what to do to that pretty book(:

hate the weather todae:( cause im so not in the mood! shall do my lit essay and geog tys ltr:(i hope i'll be able to meet kevin and the rest ltr(: cause i freakin missed the chance to go out with them yesterday:( shall meet you people todae then(:

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE:D

what else can i say? we've had sooo much fun! and i dunn think i need to eleborate, cause we all knw that we've enjoyed ourselves greatly!! from mornin to night! from sentosa to vivo to superdog to daiso! and i still dunn wanna end this fun:D

and thanks janelle fer the pictures:D

IM EXCITED YO!!!

Tmr's the day, we're gonna celebrate our sch's national day celebration(: yeah! ILOVE SINGAPORE!! Tmr im so gonna have a great time cheerin with my innovators clique!! GO INNO GO INNO GO! INNOVATORS FER LIFE!! haha:D OHOHOH! Tmr's the day, we're gonna have fun:D We're going to sentosa!!! sooo excited fer it(: bikinis, picnics and volleyball(: oh my! i cant wait fer tmr(:

This is to REBECCA

CHEER UP! AND ALL I HAVE TO SAY TO YOU IS WRITTEN ON YOUR BLOG:D YOU KNW I LOVE YOU LUO-BAI-KA!

and this little post is fer belle(:

hey, babe! i knw your aware that im quite fed up with you recently, however, i jus wanna tell you that, by typing those things im not hatin you or wad, im jus tryin to tell you that , you reli need to change, cause no one is gonna change fer you, but you gotto change to be able to fit into the environment. ya, anyway, i reli hope to see you tryin all your best to change fer the better, and i still treasure the times we had since last yr(:

Its been busy! BUSY BUSY BUSY BUZZY BEES!

Thats what i can use to describe us now, it had been tests, mock exams and back to tests and mock exams. It seems to me that we've got no life at all man! But, fortunately, with the accompany of my beautiful friends, it made learning soo much more fun and easier(:

However, there is someone, that has been stepping on my toes recently! LIke fuckig hardcore step on my toes!!! She better dont try my limit, and i tink the best solution to resolve all the troubles we're facing, YOU, this 'good' girl should leave the clique! YOU have been hopping from one clique to another, to display your so called, beautiful, "innocent" acts , then started your fucking nonsence again and again! Why cant YOU ever change man? Let me tell you, if you continue this way, you'll soon be FRIENDLESS!!! this is fer real k!

Anyways, this fri, sat and sun has been fully booked to be spend with my lovely class clique(: we're gonna do our CME project, with rebecca the director(: Ans sat wld be preparing a surprise(:(: alrite, i guess that's enough, im so gonna rest now(:

I LOVE LOVE LOVE CLASS CLIQUE!!!

These people, are a bunch of fun and cool kids to be with! They made my secondary school complete(: And also not to forget, those ppl who try real hard to hurt me(: You ppl made me grow stronger, and also allow me to see what are true good friends! Im happy i dunn have to be entangled in that bunch of hypocrites who are always stabbing you in the back, and watchin thier friends kill one another, sounds scary ya? Its alright i have much more better friends around now(: And im happy bout it!

Friday, was dinner with zeya, irena, wenhui, janelle & tiara(: I bet, they've enjoyed my entertainment, when i reli get high and crazy(: AND zeya, better say im _ _ _ _ _ _ okaye!

Saturday. was a day out with abital, madeline, rebecca & janelle(: We went to airport fer a "study" session(: And of course, some gossip sessions tooo(: tahahaha! Then met irena fer dinner at kallang leisure park. Its a place that i nvr want to go again! Its located at sucha remote place, inconvenient, and not that good as well, as there are only a few shops! BORING PLACE!! But eating session was good!

tODAE, I had service in the morning, followed by lunch at marina square(: I just love these bunch of ppl, they knw me the best and wouldn't do things deliberately to hurt me(: I thank and praise FATHER fer giving me such good friends(:

P.S( i sincerely wanna write this fer my friend, whom i accepted and tried upteen times to forgive nd forget bout the things she do, said and pretended. No matter what you did to the diff grps of cliques, who had accepted you before, life still has to go on. Please stop doing things that hurt others, and if you dont wanna be labelled as something, then dunn do it! we all were so close to forgiving you, just when you did smth again to reignite the fire and anger in us. think bout it, and if you dunn change, no one, no clique is gonna change fer you. cause its us that accept you and not you who have the right to choose us! if you think we're not as open-minded as you are, then get a life and dunn live with us!)