SATURDAY'S

Went to Vivo! Hahaha:D Thats my fav, cause its shoppin time yeah(: Guess what i bought? I bought another pair of levi's jeans, i've wanted it long ago, cause it comes along with a bracelet(: I bought a top from espirit, which is red in colour, the red captured my eye the moment i stepped into the shop(: I also bought a dress from forever 21, this is the first time i bought something from dere, cause usually i think the fashion there was mainly fer more matured women? Ya, but anyway, the dress that i bought ystd just fits me tooo well! Oh, lastly, bought a pair of slippers from this dunno what shop? But its denim, pretty pretty! See, isnt it good to go shoppin with your mom(: Oh daddy also bought me smth from Aldo, its a white in colour bag(: MOM & SIS also bought loads of things man!!!

I AM SOOOOO FULLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mornin was rainin so healvily, that i got real wet despite having an umbrella(: Classes todae wanst that bad(: In fact i tink it has been quite fun(: I lyk MR LIM BOON HUAT & MR YAP CHIEN HOW!!! They are the cutest teachers i've ever had!!! Recess was good tooo(: Abital joined us, and im glad she joined us, cause we all enjoyed the short gossip session(: HAHAHA:D

Bused to Bedok fer BOTAK JONES(: There were lyk seven of us? Kenneth, Joshua, Vittorio, Qiyuan, Wenhui, Abital & me!All thanks to Kenneth that we had to take the bus long ride dere, and made Wenhui felt bus sick, and made me so sian:0 Reached there, had to walk to our designation, but its quite a short walk(: Lunch dere was superb!!! The guys ordered big portions, and we ordered pasta, spagethi and lagsana, it was alll sooooo yummy!!! But i tink its a little tooooo cheezzzzzzzzy and creamy? Kenneth had fish and chips which look real good(: Joshua and Vitt had CAJUN CHICKEN if im not wrong? Their chicken was damn thick larhs!

We walked back to the Bedok interchange and took another bus to DUNMAN FOOD CENTRE fer desert!!! Second round!!!! The desert was superb!!! Kenneth had durian sago, Joshua had durian ice kacang, Abital had mango pudding, Wenhui had strawberry fruit cocktail, Qiyuan and Vitt had soursop and i had strawberry longan(: All was gooooooooooood!!!

And we got to knw 2 small boys they were so cute and intelligent i tell you!!!! They can read so many words that are considered difficult!!! And the things is they're onli 5yrs old!!! Their names are zhihao and zhiyuan(: All of us lyked them alot, so adorable, active and friendly(: They were closest to Wenhui(: I must say that i reli hand in to her man! She can reli handle kids(: Im sooo happy fer her, cause this means she's all ready to be a kindergarden teacher(: I see the potential in you!(*:

After which, walked again, saw many food!!!! They stopped over to get durian puffs which were reli good according to them(: Hahaha:D i bet everyone was bloated to the max!!! Then took bus home again!!!! The whole day is practically all of us eating and taking bus rides!!!! But i reli lyked it(: Shall have the next real eating tour soon!

IM SOOOOOO TOUCHED!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its the first time fer time, you showed concern fer me after having known you fer freakin 4 yrs!!! Im reli touched!!! Although i've been experiencing many kinds of scenarios, and im also not sure fer how long more can i hold out? I guess, this is just part and parcels of life, and i guess these are just tests GOD is giving me(: I believed, i'll be able to overcome it(: Whatever it is, im reli veri touched!

Irena, im so grateful to have you , always being by my side(: Although sometimes you dunn reli ask me what had happened, but i knw you knw what has happened(: THANK YOU IRENA! Kevin, thank you soooo much reli! Although you have your own problems but you're still botherin yourself over my prob, it mus have been tough on you, having to cope with 2 person's problems(: THANK YOU KEVIN!

Wenhui, im reli glad to have you as a friend! And i reli thank GOD fer lettin me meet you(: I knw you're always there fer me, prepared to listen to my complains(: HAHAH:D it must have been tough on you sister! THANK YOU WENHUI! Atiqah, she's the one who's always having hardtime with me at the same time, what good timin! I hope everyth will be fine fer you tooo girl(: THANK YOU AYTIE!

Vittorio and Kenneth, my brothers(: Hahaha:D thanks fer askin actually(: The both of you reli made me touched! Cause it was more of a surprise(: THANK YOU BROTHERS! i reli see them as my brothers(: Once again, thank you to all!(:

FROM END OF THIS MONTH TO NEXT MONTH, THEN WHAT'S NEXT? NEXT YEAR?

Yes! good enough! you're doin this thing onto me again! In yr 2005 you said you'll be back before x'mas eve, then what next? You onli appear the yr after that? I waited, w/o any complains. Itsn't that good enough? Then subsequently you went off too again leavin me behind.. All these yrs you've been lyk that, okaye i'll forget bout it, then now what? Playin that game on me again? Fine! Very well, go ahead and stay dere forever, since you belong dere, and sld not have come here to bear all these sufferings!

I AM ANGRY OKAYE!!!!

Let me tell you this, im sick and tired of all those waitings! Those dumb waitin sessions, that i've always believed in! Why do i wait fer so long? What izzit that im waitin fer? Im always here missing you all day lyk a crazy lovesick girl? I tried to divert all these thoughts, but what did i get? Endless misses, anticipatin fer your return, behaving lyk a mad, crazy lovelone girl?! Ya right, why am i the one who has to wait fer so long and everytime im the one waitin?

I believed you can come back earlier, dont you? But why do you just have to make me wait longer? If you're gonna tell me that you cant come back earlier or whatever shit? Then let it be, cause im reli DAMN FCUKING TIRED OF WAITIN! YOU HEAR ME!!!! Ystd, again, i was bein a fool cryin to bed, reason? Being so razy misin you, thinkin of you lyk nth else has to be done? I guess im reli wastin my life, why? Cause all that i've done, doesnt seem to be appreciated! It feels lyk im the one-sided party yearnin fer you, how dumb can i get!

Fine! Let me tell you this! IM RELI ANGRY THIS TIME ROUND! And i dunn feel lyk waitin anymore lyk a dumbfcuk! Im not going fer the end of yr trip anymore! IM RELI SICK AND TIRED OF THAT!!!! Why sld i be that dumbfcuk to stay here and wait fer you when you're enjoyim yourself dere!!! All you do is to give me false assurance!!! YOU CAN SAVE ALL THAT FER YOURSELF! IM SO GONNA SPARE MYSELF FROM THIS AGONY!!!! NO MORE COUNTING OF DAYS !!!!

YOU CAN NVR GIVE ME A GOOD EXPLANATION FER NOT BEING DERE FER ME!!!!!

ITS THS THRITEENTH DAY:D

I went fer service this mornin, and guess what kevin wasnt dere? Was weird to not see him attend service? So after service went to my grandma's place er lunch, yummy lunch, after which i decided to visit my hilltop home, since i've not been dere fer lyk 1 yr?

As i was walking thru the playground, i sae kevin dere alone! Of course, as the usual me, i walked over, and gave him a pat! I was frightened to see you lookin lyk this, what has happened? Im soooo sorri that i've nvr put in the eefort to find out things bout you.. Im sooo sorri fer not being able to be dere fer you when things have made you felt this way... My heart reli went all out to you, when i learnt bout such stuffs, please be strong, my brother(: I believe that you'll be able to get over it soon, and all things will go your way again(: I promise you that i'll walk thru this with you, pls pls pls be strong my bro...

On the other hand, i dunno what's the situation is fer baby:( Cause we gotta wait till tmr mornin before we can reli knw what has happened, yes? I hope it isn't anyth serious (: Pls dunn feel worried or sad, pls pls pls... Cause im reli worried fer you, take good care of yourself, since you're feeelin unwell... Dunn worry too much, i'll pray that everyth goeas well fer you(: I LOVE YOU!

TWELVETH DAY FER ME!!!!

Breakfast with irena(: Walked around and shop a little(: Got myself a small cash book, damn cute! And the jesus pendant from precious thoughts(: After, irena went off, i went to meet my family, and mom went back to buy somemore of the pendant, cause it was reli pretty!

Had carl's junior fer lunch at suntec(: Their meal is damn ex, and filling! We went to shop, then headed to chinatown fer some shoppin(: Camwhored there with sis(: Then dinner was at suntec again(: I had a sudden crave fer the food court's japanese bento(: So pestered dad to bring us there, and all of us ate the japanese food(:

I found out todae, that how much my parents love me(: They'll always be the one to be dere fer me, to stand up fer me, and to console me(: Just lyk todae, when there's this guy who was so RUDE, that reli made me pissed off, he pushed me and even gave me that tsk sound!!! I told my dad, and he scolded him fer me!!! HAHAHAHA:D so damn shiok sia the feeling! Even if dad didnt do that i'll scold him back too(: Till den do i realised that my dad had been standing up fer me since young(: I remembered he used to help me scold this boy who used to bully me with vulgarities, and my dad actually scolded him till he CRIED!!! He deserved it(: I LOVE DAD(:

Tomorrow's gonna have service, which means i'll get to see my buddy, and update him on my life!(:To my baby, dunn worry too much over that thing, if you reli didnt do it, and have a clear conscience, do not be afraid, i'll give your mom a call tmr(: I STILL LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU A LOT:D okaye, shall hurry upload the pictures and get to my tv(:

its the ELEVENTH DAY!!!!!:D

School's much of a slack todae, didnt do anyth much, but was happy with the accompany of both wenhui and abital(: After long donkey years, i finally get to go out with irena(: We had lots of chats on our families(: Damn funny, but i lyk(: However, todae i was tired so we didnt reli met up fer long:( But its alrite, we'll be meetin fer breakfast tmr, to make up fer the lost(: We took some pictures todae, but not alot as we're focusing on the family subject, haha:D

Anyway, went fer dinner with my family, but dad wasnt able to join us, cause he had been having overtime lately, till real late, i kinda miss his dinner preparations:( I hope he'll be done with his work lyk real soon!

I miss baby:( But i knw i have to wait.... I hope that he'll be able to come back earlier, but i doubt so he will... I knw i've been pestering you to come back early, but i reli miss you! That i didnt dare to tell you these few days:( Okaye, shall stop my part of wishful thinking(:

P.S I MISS YOU!

TENTH TENTH TENTH DAY:D

YIPPPEEEE!!!! Im gettin nearer to the day, whereby HANS will be back(: But on a sad note, and that's o'lvls are comin real soon!!!! Ohmy! I better start preparing fer it. Anyway, todae got back my mt and physics, and i did not bad i tink, fer MR. LIM B H paper? And its the weekends again? Tmr i'll be gettin back my f&n paper, i expect to get at least an A? Ya, see fer myself tmr(:

I suddenly have a real urge to hug YOU just now, when i was watchin the drama show, princess hours... But i knw its impossible fer now? WHY? Cause you're not by my side:( I hope, you'll miss me lyk mad toooo! Yeah, tmr will be the long long await date between me and my irena(: HAHAHAHAHA:D sure got alot of funny things to tell ech other one(: I shall enjoy tmr! I hope, i'll get to study abit toooo(:

OKAYE, OFF TO CHAT WITH MY BABY:D

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DAY NINE FOR YOU CLARICE!!!

Todae's the day when our marks are finally disclosed. I am quite satisfied with my chem, elect lit and ss(: Here comes the big disappointment, which is my GEOG!!!! Can you believe it, although i was the only one in class 4/1 to pass the paper 2 but so what? Sucks big time! Im soooo gonna start studyin now, reli scared already..

I finally got my hair cut off! I feel soooo happy, cause i finally got to cut off those long freakin fringes! Cause, i wanna look pretty fer my class photo-takin session tmr marhs(: HAHA:D vain me! Excited fer our photo taking tmr(: This will be my last yr appearin in the coral's sec yr book(: THANK YOU WENHUI FER RECOMMENDING ME THE HAIRDRESSER! THANK YOU IRENA FER ACCOMPANYIN ME! I LOVE!

Anyway, its lyk day nine todae, and i dunno where is he again? He always appear to be so busy, always not home till its late. Hais.. also not fer me to control anymore... And all the long hours of staring at the computer reli made my eyes go bonkers! That explains why im wearin my specs these few days, why? Cause my eyes have gone mad while waitin in front of the com, thnx!

DAY EIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okaye, finally after all the counting of days, one week has passed. This is lyk a moral boost fer me! Todae, had my practical exam, and the physics experiment was one that we've nvr did before! UNFAIR MAN!!!!! Its set by Mr, Yap, i think he did go thru this with the sec 5s but no need to purposely do us in rite! But lucky, we're smart enough to handle it(: But i must sae that overall i ink i could handle it, fer the first time, i did not panic fer chem(: So i shall thank FATHER fer lettin me be able to handle todae's practical calmly, and also didnt allowed anyth to go wrong(: AMEN(:

Stayed back in sch till 5+, sian everyday oso lyk that! No choice, fer my O'lvls, im willing to suffer(: Todae, dinner was char kway teow fer me(: Im actually having your fav char kway teow!!! Are you missin it now? Mayb you wont since, you've got so much nice things to eat over dere. Oh, and and and, my boyfriends' working out man! Haha, i knew he wont stay as what he is fer long(:

Anywa, i love chattin with weixian ystd! He taught me alot of useful things(: And also gotto knw what's his doin rite now(: We chat fer lyk, 3hrs? Didnt realise that sia, and we had moqi on agreeing the gay thingy(: HAHAHA:D Thanks weixian fer being my shifu(:

Tomorrow's another long day, why? Cause we're back to our normal sch days:( And i tink we'll be gettin back our results, nervous? excited? scared? dissappointed? angry? happy? Dunno larhs, leave it to tmr! But smth that deserves to be happy is that, tmr will be able to have recess with recess clique! Awsome! Jiahui, veri long nvr hear me sae "ta ma de" Haha:D I think the table have too much empty space w/o me and J, so you ppl feel empty rite? Hahaha:D tmr, will be back to the squeezy times! The squeezier the better, the warmer, the cozier!

Alrite, off to do more important things! Baby, where are you tonite?

HI EVERYBODY!
yes, im back to post again... Im soooo bored:( Not in the mood to prepare fer tmr's practical exam:( Im worried seriuosly speakin, cause im only good at doin theory, and i suck at practical, i dunno why cant i just seem to get it?! When its actually quite simple? What's more tmr? Having to complete both physics and chem in like 1 1/2 hrs? Im soooo damn afraid fer it larhs, although its a chicken feet component fer most of you..
Was browsing thru some of my friend's blogs, and i realised that i've not reli sit down and chat with IRENA APRINA fer like 3 weeks? That's like nearly a month? ohmy!!! Not good not good, imm beginnig to feel her absence tooo!!!! I RELI MISS HER COMPANY LARHS!!! ANd not to forget, i miss the recess clique tooo, haven't had recess with them fer like 3 weeks tooo!And kevin, you've not been contactin me fer lyk about 2 weeks? Where have you been? I've got sooo much to tell you, i wonder if you're still reading my blog posts, but i reli wanna tell you loads of things that happened to me! Im reli sorri fer neglecting all these while, whereas you're the one who's always initiating all those chats and meet ups, im rlei sorri...:( But i believe you'll msg me right after you read this post alrite? Cause, you're not even there when we went to play lanterns ystd:(

I STILL MISS YOU THE MOST, HANS:(

ITS DAY SEVEN BABY!!!!!:D

Todae started out with a cool and gloomy mornin, followed by rains..But im glad it stopped after a short while(: Wait, did it even rained todae? Or was the sky just gloomy? HAHAHAH:D Im being insane(: Anyway, i was shocken when i saw the paper todae! For the first time i felt that mdm riah was reli chim! I couldnt believe it man, set until soooo hard!!! And i dunn tink im gonna do that well fer this paper:( Its alrite, there's still time to improve on it!

Im happy fer like nth this mornin, cause before i did paper, i tout of HANS! The image of him, reminded me what a fatass he is now, with that round face of his! He seriously look like a big fat, round garfield! Although he may look fat to some ppl, but t me i tink that he's cute this way! Reli, make me wanna hug him lyk a big fluffy stuff toy:D Even though, everynight when i go to sleep, despite the insomia that im sufferin from, it was the garfield that i hug that puts me to sleep everynight(: I'll hug the veri first stuff toy he got me, to bed every single night, and it'll put me soundly to bed(:

And i've been counting the days every single dae, looking forward to the day you'll come back(: The tags that you gave me everysingle countdown of the days, reli made me strong and believe that although we may be far apart but we each live in our hearts(: Todae's the seventh day, and i tink it means alot to me, cause the number seven 7 has made a huge impact on my life up till this day, since it first started out in 7TH MARCH YR 2005. Ever since that day, i've marked number SEVEN as my lucky number(: Cause its a lucky day, when we got together, to let me be able to meet someone who will make a great influence and impact on my life(: I love the number SEVEN, and this number holds much more significance than it seems to be(:

I wanna be with you fer as long as time grants us.. I wanna love you fer as long as my heart keeps beating, and i wanna hug you with my arms fer as long as im able to do so.. I wanna hold on to you, and nvr let go... I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU!

ITS DAY SIX CLARICE:D

Daily reminder fer me(: Todae's MOONCAKE FESTIVAL( MID-AUTUM FESTIVAL)!!!! Eat mooncake todae(: My snowskin durian flavor(: Lunch at grandma's place, was great! Had mee siam(:Went to chinatown fer some small celebration(: Carrying lanterns and all that! Then back to grandma's place again fer dinner(: Now just trying to finih up my work! But haven do any revision fer my paper tmr, nvm ltr dunn sleep(:

Anyway, now chatting with my baby:D

ITS DAY FIVE CLARICE !!!!!!

YIPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! Todae, went to sch fer chemistry in the mornin, followed by breakfast at w.s food court(: The rest had kaya toast and abital had watermelon in the morning weird(: And we had a long chat(: We chat bout loads of stuff, from love lives, to the world ending, to having kids and sex(: We talked bout all the things that you can think of(: I am so happy to tell them how i feel and what i think(:

Todae, went to TAKAshimaya, with family to get moon cakes!!! And i love the snow skin durian flavour!!!!! YUMMY YUMM YUMM!!!! We shopped and shopped till we drop(: I was soooo tired and hungry!!!! But we had dinner, and i had ban mian, which is HANS' favourite(: He would always eat this whenever we go out(: And i wld always question him, why do you like to eat this so often? But yet now, im actually orderin his fav ban mian(: Its reli s weird(: Anyway, its day 5 and im nearer to him coming back!

Oh and there's typhoon dere! Pls be careful chiang han chiang, im soooo worried when you're riding your motorbike!!!! We are allll sooooo worried for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!