CLARICE(:

I MISS YOU...

I hate having have to seat fer 2 papers todae, all the way till 1245!!! Thus, i cant send you to the airport to send you off, and worst of all! I cant call you toooo, i tried calling str after my exams but , by then your hp wasnt on already...

TruthfullY speaking, I MISSED YOU, although i've met you ystd, but i was reli reluctant fer you to go, and each time you had to leave fer overseas, i realise i'll cry w/o fail, despite the numerous times you've went overseas fer such long periods.. I dunno what's wrong with me, but i reli missed you more than ever..

I miss the times, you'll hold my hand and walk round every corner, just to satisfy my shopping addition.. And those times, when we'll gorge on food like mad.. And those times, when we'll sit down and watch a simple tv show, after havig a meal.. I miss you for making me angry and upset.. I feel empty w/o having your company.. I miss having you by my side every single day.. Just like how i woke up just know to have myself found so lost...I RELI MISS YOU...

Its just the first day todae, and im behaving like that, i knw i sldnt but its hard to control, my misses fer you...Just earlier on, i told Irena that i'll not cry, but i reli can't control it! And i knw you're gonna mock at me fer this right! But its alright, cause its a fact..Despite, all the heartaches, i'll still wait fer you no matter how long it takes, since i've waited till this day..

I hope that your brother wld get well soon, under you care, and i hope you'll call me tonite or go online to allow me to contact you... I LOVE YOU:(