CLARICE(:

It takes a thousand voices to tell a single story...

You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back. I was wrong to hold back my feelings for you. I was wrong for not explaining what had happened. I held back, thus i lost...

It's alright letting yourself go, as long as you can get yourself back. I allowed my self to go so far, that i lost some despite gainin some. I thought it was okaye, but i was wrong. How i felt does not reflect how they see me as a person, as a friend. Thus, i could never get myself back.

It takes a lot of understanding, time and trust to gain a close friendship with someone. As i approach a time of my life of complete uncertainity, my friends are my most precious assets.

All the understanding, time and trust that i took to gain a close friendship with someone, led me to lose my once treasured precious assets.. I can feel it, be it the sensitivity in me or whatsoever, it feels lyk we were nvr once that close, that precious to one another.. It feels like everything has undergone a change. Blame it on me for not being able to manage my time.. I was not a good friend, not committed enough, not dedicated enough.. I admitted that i didnt want to face the truth, cause i didnt want to give them up. I love them , i cherish and that's why i didnt want to give it up, cause i care! I had my reasons for doing so, believe me or not, things were'nt the way you ppl view it as.. It was nth of that sort.. I did not change a single bit at all, im still clarice..