EIGHTEEN CHEFS(:

Studied at the library today(: And im glad that its productive for me(: At least i managed to finish up some(: Im gonna do GP tmr, cause paper's on this fri!!! ohmyohmy!!! I really hope i'll do well for GP!! Today's the first time having eighteen chefs (: I disliked baked rice all the while:( But today's baked rice with curry sauce was awesome!!! yummy yum yu,:D its the first time i finished my baked rice(: I like!!!:D alright off to eat my mooncakes(:

HAPPY PILLS that made sch sooo much fun!!:D

totally gave up, just allow them to vandalise my arms!!
tallest bf!!!:D

THE BIG GUYS!!!:D

GIRL POWER:D

Hi, let me introduce my happy pills to you people out there(: They are non other than the big guys who are crazy bout gym and stuff! haha:D Most importantly, my TALLEST babe!!! W/o her i wld be damn sad and bored!!!! She's always there for me, when i needed a listening ear!!!:D The big guys are jokers(: They made my days eventful(:

Today, when we just lie down and look at the sky, i felt reli comfortable, as we began to spill our thoughts(: I felt relieved , finally being able to tell someone my silly thoughts(: I am so bloated right now!!>.<

PROMOS stress

Im starting to feel the promos stress piling up:( which is bad, cause its gonna cause me to be insomia when i need sleep, and i'll start to breakdown:( Everyth's gonna go haywire:( I hate stress!!! Meanwhile, im glad to have pillars ard me to hold me up in times like this(: I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!:D esp to my 3 other awesome friends(:

SMILE

How long more can i allow myself to carry on? For the first time , i allow distractions and emotions to overtake my determination.. I t feels really sore, to keep questioning yourelf if you've made the right decision? Have i regretted? Its all my decision all along to walk this path, endure this shit, and load of crap.. Having to blast my earphones to avoid all these. I allow this to affect me and eventually it piles up at home, as my sis pulled the trigger. Skip meals and what else can i do to torture myself? Family adds onto my stupid problems.. Having to face that terrifying surfacing promos is driving me mad.. Selfish people that are so NOT responsible make my day worse! I HATE YOU, HATE EVERYTHHING!!!!! I HATE THE WAY I BEHAVE NOW!

behind every smile, a bucketful of tears follows in the night...

LAZY JUEHUA!

aww, someone playing my fav piece(:

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!:D

Yay! happy happy! i like celebrating festive seasons(: went over to beloved aisyah's place(: Ate alot! we raid her cookies apparently! It was damn fun, with like mahjong, cards and all(: I like her sisters!! they're like super cute(: That goes w/o saying, just take a look at my cute friend aisyah(: Her parents are cute tooo! her dad was super hilarious!!! Its in the genes(: Her neighbours are pretty much great company tooo(: All was good(: And yes thanks to zw and jh for making fun of me as usual!:D

*p.s i think someone's playing skills are getting better(:

look at wad i have debra+ian = DEBIAN!!!!:D they look alike !!! crazily alike!!! this pic made me laugh alot!:D the female version of ian!

bitch rabbits!!! FAMILIAR?

SHOPPING DAY!!!!:D

Woke up late today, managed to get ample sleep(: Woke up jus in time for dim sum, with my family(: Ate alot, got so bloated thanks to the milk tea!(: Shopping next up, went to get my NUM slippers(: I got 2 pairs, bro and mum bought tooo(: Clothes, jackets, pyjamas, and loads more!!! I was eating and shopping the whole day!!!:D like totally!!! Anyway, its cousin's 21st birthday(: I hope you'll do well in your future endeavours(: I miss someone(:

Integrated day(:

P.E in the morning was fun(: I LOVE TOUCH RUGBY!(: Mr Nordin is nice larhs, and i think he's cute tooo(: He actually said that FBTs likes me! hahaha!:D my ass larhs!(: Had pw which i thought was productive for me(: Haircut was up next(: And i think that my fringe's fine, but the back's short!:( Its alright, cause at least someone looks good(: I loik!:D Went for dance, everything was alright till some ppl pissed me off like no other, i reli hate to see them acting this way! Spoil my whole damn day! In addition to it, i walked home in the rain cldn't stop sneezing but was alright after a hot bath(: Met irena, and she became a TPJCian for a day(: Awesome one i guess? since she ot to meet my cute friends tooo(:

Studied for awhile while she listen to jeremy bitch(: Dinner @ subway!!! Made my day agn(: Got my cookies, and the guys were good at telling stories bout miss cursed(: haha:D Shopped ard, while sharon got her ear piece , and miss Tan here got a pair of cute shoes, and its super cheap(: I shall wear it for sch? mayb?(: OH OH OH and someone bought me a mickey bolster, its super cute and comfortable i like it alot(: AM HUGGING IT RIGHT NOW(:

BLOATED!!!!

Im so full now thanks to burger king!!:D I finally understand that a person's mood would affect their appetite(: When im down, i dont feel like eating:( but when im happy, i eat all i can(: i knw its risky!!! haha:D Im having the hello kitty sweet bought by someone(: Its mats day today!!! All of us are like busy doing the tutorial questions(: Anyway, yes, someone tried to pacify me , like finally you're doing smth , to show that you reli bother trying(: Someone's having a tummyache:( My tummy hurts tooo:( i hope you'll be fine sooon, and fever free(: yay!

p.s i still thinks that juehua's poems are good! at least it made my day(:

I am proud to have a friend who writes good poem that entertains me!!!

i write about singapore
House tax, income tax, GST
Everything in Singapore is not free
Even taxi also must raise fee
Changi to Orchard not very cheap
ERP plus airport fair all one heap
I count also until want to sleep
Foreigners who come and find a place to stay
Always become the taxi driver prey
Taking the long route since they don’t know the way
But AngMoh no choice, must say OK
Its like tax is Singapore’s identity
Drive past Bugis also must pay money

Morning everyday six o’clock
On bus so many people, I very shocked
Practice the Singapore spirit they always do
They think rushing for seat is so cool
My friend always say if cannot find seat
then don’t go school

Lady in her 70’s boards the bus
Her leg is wrapped in a plaster cast
Looking so frail she may turn to dust
There is Silence----as everyone stares
Slowly these turns to glares
Don’t come here, go board the stairs
Up there I think have more chairs

Slowly she advances Undeterred,
Her soft footsteps they all heard
Passes by the seat with the nerd
Suddenly he concentrates on school work
To the end of the the bus she has gone
Yet the Singapore spirit still stands strong
Uncles sipping coffee and tea
In the bus, aunties gossip intently
All pretending not to see

Economy so bad, people lose their job
So all must go gamble at Integrated Resort
Next year you see like Las Vegas
Debts piled so high it reaches Uranus
They say its all for the economy
No need worry about calamity

Always say foreign worker at void deck very noisy
Own self midnight sing karaoke, others go crazy
Tax rise a little, we all riot
Why not just go on a simple diet?
Other country get tsunami til very bad
Singaporeans all say very very sad
Ask them donate money all call you mad
But once got free thing, all first to grab
Poke our nose into everything,
Little event also must make big
Post on stomp and MTV
To let the whole world see

Don’t worry, this is part of our nature
Always complain about the future
So everywhere we go, people know our identity
Stand proud, backs straight, Singapore is our country!

By: Lau Juehua(:

Taken for granted...

Am i at fault for wanting to help you? I thought that my reminders wld keep you awake so that you would be able to pay attention during the lecture, never have i thought that it would be annoying and irritating for me to receive a "TSK". Guess what? Thats the sound i hate most and i mean HATE! If i love you, like you, care for you and reli think that you are someone important to me in life, i WOULD NEVER EVER hurt you on purpose and all i wanted was for you to do well... I WAS WRONG for wanting all that and doing all that shit stupid reminders. Im washing my hands off you , and in the first place, sldn't have cared so much at all .. okaye so much for me being a KPO! Gave me that attitude and response in front of everyone and i mean EVERYONE, all my classmates were lyk dere, and this is what i get fer being a darn bloody KPO okaye!

Just because you have it and you got it, gives you the right to treat her differently and take for granted everything that she did fer you?! if you realise she wld nvr do such stupid things in the past ! she gave in soooo much and changed hoping that she'll treat you better and not regret so much. what you said today totally made me regret my decision even more.. im full of REGRETS now..

Its school time in a few hours:( SAD!!! Its the last day of holiday, and we're all back to that boring , lifeless school life that i have:( B-O-R-I-N-G!!!!

Its hard, but i'll keep trying .... I hope you'll just give me a chance..

in the process of stripping JUEHUA!:D



aww! BROTHERLY LOVE(:

" eh okaye larhs, i tell you smth but you cannot tell the rest arhs, dont even ask juehua okaye! actually, i going to meet 2 TJC girls with juehua, we goin to study(:"

"aiya dont keep asking larhs"

"teacher, can i leave earlier i got smth urgent" rushes out of the class(:

hahah:D HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE in advance(: My bestie here is theking of pranks but we actually managed to trick him!! hahaha:D he was so cute larhs so shocked and all(: I hope you like the surprise and gifts we bought you(: Now that your a yr older, mature and stay strong in your beliefs(: YOU KNW WE LOVE YOU!:D

caught the TIME TRAVELLER'S WIFE(: The book alone was great! I didnt expect the movie to touch my heartonce agn(: I keep asking myself several questions as i read the book.. and i asked them agn when watching the movie(: I knew i wldn't have the patience and toleranceto keep waiting... I cant imagine the person whom i love so much disappear w/o telling me anyth, cause i'll nvr knw when he'll be back fer me? I just hate or am afraid of waiting... I dont ever want to wait agn:( In the story, he kept disappearing and re-appearing agn, although i knew he wld die eventually.. I was sad, but happy knowing that he wont be gone fer long , cause he's a time traveller(: i truly admire her courage for believing that he's gonna be back real soon(: