SMILE
How long more can i allow myself to carry on? For the first time , i allow distractions and emotions to overtake my determination.. I t feels really sore, to keep questioning yourelf if you've made the right decision? Have i regretted? Its all my decision all along to walk this path, endure this shit, and load of crap.. Having to blast my earphones to avoid all these. I allow this to affect me and eventually it piles up at home, as my sis pulled the trigger. Skip meals and what else can i do to torture myself? Family adds onto my stupid problems.. Having to face that terrifying surfacing promos is driving me mad.. Selfish people that are so NOT responsible make my day worse! I HATE YOU, HATE EVERYTHHING!!!!! I HATE THE WAY I BEHAVE NOW!
behind every smile, a bucketful of tears follows in the night...
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