where can you get such a whole lot of pretty girls?

eugene the onli hunk!(:

I LOVE DANCE PRACTICES MORE ECH DAY(:

Woke up, or rather drag myself out of bed this morning for dance(: We learnt new steps today and it was so fun can! i like despite the injuries and bruises(: I hope we will put up an awesome performance where ppl go WOW!!!! Tmr would be mdc's day out(: Shopping!!! yes? haha no! its costume hunting day tmr!!(: oh wells, so long as we get to spend time tgt(:

Today marks the 4th day? yay(: a day closer woohoo!!! Although i look at it everyday and think of it every day:( im so eager to show you wad i've learnt(: nvm i shall wait!!!(: overseas goodness..

days like this..

are so torturing:( I guess i miss this feeling of missing someone? Its been a yr since i last felt this way? yes? The emptiness in me.. Those memories and trails that starts to appear in me sub-consciously.. Its so annoying ttm!!! FUCK IT!!! I hate waiting, yes. and here i am experiencing it agn.. haha! what a joke can it be.. whatever it is, its making me annoyed cause i cant seem to close my eyes and fall asleep!!! what is this!!1 i need to sleep damn it!!! i got a freaking dance training tmr at 9 am IN THE MORNING!!!

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number 5

yeah, it seems like the ppl ard me are going overseas!!!! Hmm.. im so gonna be bored and ya leads to sadness!!! I dont even get the chance to go overseas this year!!! WHY??? cause im a pathetic JC student who needs to keep to my commitments and STUDY during the pathetic holiday:( What holiday is this total bullshit!!! We officially end sch on the 26th NOV den plus all the h/w and goin back to sch completely destroys any holiday!!!!!!!!!! SO MUCH FER HOLIDAYS!!!!!

Whatever it is, today was spent with my family agn(: Went shopping and bought hell loads of stuff agn(: But im happy cause bro bought the most things today!! and i think he look hot in them all(: happy happy!!!! i like to dress him up(: alright off to my studies agn:(

Breaking apart...

09s18, the smallest class i've ever had.. Yet small and mighty rite? I thought the disband quota was 12? We got 13 so y are we still disbanding?:( This is not fair, everything had nvr been fair:( I must say this is the class that made the greatest impact in my life so far? Cause this is where i found my good frens, where i get to experience jc life, where i get to find and adore great teachers.. Its sad that some are leaving us alr, and this disbanding of class is gonna bring me down... I dunno or rather nothing to say that wld make me feel better?

THIS IS SO NOT ME!!!!!! :( im sad cause, i feel that i've lost all my freedom.. im so controlled now , no difference from a jailbird? yes. I've practically reported everything back to you and yet.. I can't even spend time with my frens? You mean this is it? I cant believe this is actually happening to me and that i wld succumb to this. The reason i did this was to redeem myself for making that mistake. But yet, it seems things are being taken for granted yes? I guess i've sacrificed enough.... Try to put yourself in my shoes, you knw how outgoing and how much i love to spend time with my frens.... It seems everything's goin down the drain...

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY JUGGERNAUT!!!:D

YAY!! Today, we managed to surprise Mr. LAUJUEHUA(: Met aisyah first to get ice-cream from ice-cream chefs, den took the bus agn to jh's place(: We lured him out of the hse, before aisyah and I sneak into the hse (: Hid behind the door and managed to give him a shock of his life(: Im glad you enjoyed our presence(: Wished we cld stay longer(: since it has been a long time since we last hang out tgt(: Your b'day cake is awfully chocolate rich!!! i like!! hahaha(: Finally finished celebrating the last b'day of the month(:

On a darker side, I was awoke today by Cameron's msg:( Its the 2nd time he sent me such a heart-warming text:( After reading it when i was still half asleep, I couldn't get back to sleep:( Its so saddening to me, cause i miss him:(

After i came home, i read the note he wrote for us on face book, and i actually teared:( The 3rd time he wrote smth like this to me:( He was such a great company and he nvr fail to brighten up my day with his whines and complains... The long thurs breaks which we spent bitching bout everyth and the poker games we had in sch. Most of all ST PAT'S speech day:( Im reli grateful to you, and all the gp stuff you thought me.. Im gonna remember this for life and i mean it.. Though it hurts, but i knw how it feels to go thru all these.. Never ever give up cause you wont want to regret it ever agn..

"We ignore the ones who adore us, adore the ones who ignore us, love the ones who hurt us, and hurt the ones that love us" so true indeed...

p.s i do not knw why, but i became sad when you did that prank. mayb its just me being paranoid but i knw its time...