CLARICE(:

ITS ALWAYS MY DAMN BLOODY FAULT RIGHT!??!?

cant you just be nicer to me? and stop pushing everyth to me? you're nice to me today, nasty to me tmr, hot and cold. what else can i say? you're so found of finding fault with me when you're unhappy. its always me. be it work, siblings, daddy, carissa/javier, you nvr failt to make me that target. Y do you hate me soooo much? WHY?! you kept thinking how bad i am, and how much you hate me. To tell you the truth i cant bring myself to tolerate anymore, im your DAUGHTER not your ENEMY. no matter how much i wished to run away and leave this place i cant. cause i've lost my hideout opportunity and place loong time ago... I am all alone and all i can do now is to stay put and tolerate everyth till i get to move out and live on my own...

Im tired... I am really tired.... Y dont you even try to knw me better and what im thinking abt. and wad are my future plans and goals? you dont bother at all.. y are you always so near yet so far? i cant seem to reach out to you anymore... when things weren't that bad, i ONCE had someone to fall back on.. i lost it.... Im all alone now, for real...