i feel quite.. i dunno?
sometimes, i reli feeel very pressurised. i know i love my boyfren, but sometimes.. there are times tat he reli dunn get it neither do he understands it. he even sae or ask me things lyk:'are euu embarresed of havin a bf tat is so much older den euu and is in the army?' i felt very sad and hurt.. i couldnt accept tis.. all of my frens or the ppl around me knows tat, whenever dey asks me bout my bf or if i have one? i'll definetly be very proud and happy to sae:" haha:D my bf arhs.. he's 20 tis yr(: and he's in the army(:" and everyone would know how excited i'll get when i mention bout him(: but.. unfortunately he thinks otherwise.. and i dunno y he keep on sayin or makin remarks tat hurt me soo much which made me finde it so difficult to accept it.. from the time i know tat i wanted to be with him, i decided to try all means to get to knw himand also try to be of the same level of interest as him and build up our chemistry.. and i did... and i knw tat my parents' first impression of him isnt tat good.. thus i try all i can to protect him and want dem to lyk him, dey slowly learn to accept him.. but sometimes he's jus so sturbborn.. and i have to try to put in good words fer him again:( and of course.. im also quite pressurised whenever he does smth wrong he'll cry again.. and i got no choice.. sometimes i reli do not knw how to face him... sometimes, im reli tired and want to explain but i guess its not neccesary as he always turns it into smth else when he knws his in the wrong... i reli dunno how to handle and keep our relationship going on if tis continues...

todae's quite funn durin CME lesson(: haha:D all those talks we had among the class. and of course my core clicks(: haha:D and im still guessin(: anyway todae's quite a dae.. ya.. anyway i jus feel so.. i dunno how to describe too..

haha(: and oh ya i forgot! i had doughnuts yesterdae with irena(: and mine was the PRINCESS flavour(: i sld have taken a photo of it man! and todae i had the SHIPPY doughnut(: with leeting&janice(: and once again i jus ate it a/o takin a pic of it! greedy me! alrite i promise to take the pictures of the doughnuts tis fri!!

HOHOHO(:
todae, i had my maths test. and it was damn freakin hard! i tink im gonna fail it:( but nvm, i shall not think bout it anymore since its over le(: anyway, i tink todae's quite okaye. nth special and nth abnormal. todae i had core geog and it was damn enjoyable!! havin close talks with, aida;rubez;xinyi;miner& most of all my all time favourite ELAINE TAN:D haha(: i'll still continue guessin alrite rubez(: anyway todae durin dance, dey said tat we're gonna have our dance shirt and most of all we're gonna have a dance camp!! which is lyk wad im lookin forward to(: and guess wad im in-charge of games! and im gonna torture all of hem!! haha:D okaye, i'll go look fer game ideas!! and todae durin f&n, timothy keep on talkin to me, and givin me crap!! haha:D alrite, nonsence larhs !! tatas all(:

i went to watch ALONE with irena; my CHEN-NU-ER on sat(: and it was sooo funni larhs(: cause we were lyk sooo noisy!?!?! especially me(: keep on screamin fer nth(: haha:D cause lyk tat den fun marhs!! funni sia!! and after tat went fer a meal(: anyway todae JIAHUI stayed back after sch with me to teach me maths(: she's jus so nice and kind lorhs(: i reli wannna thank her!! THANK YOU GOH JIA HUI!! and now im havin loads of h/w and test(: good luck to me! im gonna die! but i tink fer tmr's test i sld be can ba? cause jiahui and irena help me jiayou le(: okaye fer dem i'll do my best!! wee~ h/w ahya:( anyway!! i mus be happy(: (: (:

hey! todae i didnt went to sch(: haha:D pro rite!! anyways,i went to vivo todae,actually wanted to go to the underwater world but it was rainin:( the weather was such a spoil sport:( yup, anyway i went to watch simpsons tooo(: haha(: it was quite nice and funni!! euu guys sld go watch(: anyway its the weekends now.. and im gonna finish up all my h/w as soon as possible , cause i gotta study fer 2 damn test!?!?! its maths & physic:( i cant fail! i mus do well!! tats my target! sooo im gonna study hard fer it now!! okaye tats all fer todae(:

where are euu? where are euu? where are euu hans?
have euu come back? why didnt euu msg me? WHERE ARE EUU:(
sorri..i've got no mood to blog todae...