yesterdae i went out with>irena,wenxin,sharon,shumin&grace.. its meant to be happi and fun.. but i was such a spoilspot:( i dunno wad happened to me?!?! i was... reli.. angry and saaaaaad:( cause we oreadi planned to go watch movie and all tat.. den even i tink yl oso sae can go le.. den he always last minute change everyth?!?! i knw its not his fault... but i.. jus cant control it?!?! its not the first time liao?!?! how am i to tolerate tis when i have such a bad!foul!stupid!idiotic!shitty!temper?!!?!?! i sldnt have vent my anger on irena:( i felt so bad shoutin at her in front of sooo many ppl when i knw tat she actually cared sooo much fer me:( i regretted after tat... and i was sooo scared of losin her... cause i reli dunn wanna lose anybody because of hans oreadi:( i even said tat i wanted to break up with him... but he said no! he want me to give him a chance to save tis relationship... but i reli wanna tink over it... todae went out with irena... dunno wad to sae or do... cause im in the fault in the first place... sooo i sooo scared i will do amth wrong and dui bu qi her again:( i reli veri stressed... how? wad sld i do.... lucky kenneth was dere to console me.. and give me advise thnx!! i will seek daddy fer help(: im sure i;ll get over all tis sooon(:

haha(: todae,i went out with irena after sch(: its so fun larhs! we were talkin bout our dremas and such and tellin stories(:anyway todae was funni when i was helpin jiahui dey all act out the play fer dem to film! haha:D sooo funni sia! we keep NG and laugh sia!!! and darryl was cute!?!?! i itnk i;ll appear damn fat and ugly lyk old hag!! anyway(: tmr's my play dae!! happy(:

heyo(: alrite.. todae i forgot to bring my PE along!! drats!! and i felt sooo depressed and lyk wad the hell larhs?!!?!?!? it wasnt the first time im lookin at the wrong timetable again:( okaye! and todae i waited with irena fer her higher mt! and i got 2 tests tmr?!?! which i dunn tink im gonna pass? cause i dunn understand a thing on the 2 chapters!?!?!?! and 2 tests to cope with somemore!?!?! huh wad sia?!?! and todae was great with belle and atiqah?!?! and i feel soo damn angry fer belle tooo caused she lost her mp3 and her wallet but i hope she retrieve dem soon(:and im sooo stressed up now... plannin fer my trip durin the nationa dae holidae! okaye wad ever it is?!?! i wanna take damn loads of pictures alrite!!!

oh ya im so sorri!! i wrote wrongly in my earlier blog!! its not huan huan ai!! its zhaun jiao yu jian ai!!!

yoyoyoyo!!
haha:D yesterdae i had a food tour(: HANS & me went to have steamboat at bugis(: and it was damn nice and feelin(:he was veri sweet to help me cook the stuff(: and after tat we went off.. and guess wad? we smelt damn SMELLY larhs?!!?!?! all the ma-la smell(: haha(: and before goin to his home we went to buy doughnuts fer his family and us of course(: den when we went home.. it was reli tooo smelly tat i cant take it den his mom ask me to go bathe and she offer me her clothes to wear(: and hans sae we lyk the drama:"huan huan ai" haha:D tat was yesterda(: and as fer todae(: i went to his hse fer dinner again(: and his mom's noodles full of large servin of seafood was damn damn damn delicious(: and i finished all(: den.. send me back den he went off to book in(: haha(: and now here i am back home(:

yoi(: todae's friday(: and i started my dae feelin soooo sleppy(: ahaha:D anyway.. todae's quite fun!! in class it was considered'chips' dae(: belle and atiqah bought the chips(: and durin chem.. we went to the lab and we did a experiment that tests fer the presence of diff gases.. and i keep on hic-upppin(: and was called buttercup(: haha:D i love lit period todae me and irena jus slack lyk mad! and we were lyk playin and jokin all the way!! sooo funni!! and after sch we went to tea valley(: and sat dere fer awhile and talked sooo much funni stuff(: and i read her blog le, i knw wad happened too(: but sometimes we jus cant ask fer too much in life it goes to treatin the ppl round euu(: yesterdae slept kinda late cause i was chattin on the phone with han's mom(: and i found out loads of things(: and i knw tat... im actually oso in the fault in the sense tat i didnt pay much attention to him:( but i oso found out some stupid and cute things bout him too(: haha:D anyway.. todae im happi(: yup:D AS HAPPY AS CAN BE^^

TODAY'S FUN!
haha:D it was sooo damn funni durin geog todae(: my core clicks(: i was busy taking down the drawings and ppl were lyk askin me fer ' puncher' and i told dem to wait and dey jus went on askin! i was so frustrated! tat i jus shouted:"WAIT!! IM STILL DRAWIN CAN EUU WAIT!! THE NEXT PERSON HU ASKS FER MY PUNCHER, I'LL PUNCH TAT PERSON!!" and miss lum was lyk:"WOW!?!?! SO FIERCE?haha:D CAN BE MY CLASS MONITRESS" and kenneth was lyk tellin miss lum tats me and i need to calm down and said smth else too. i heard it and i go:"EH! BIG MOUTH, I HEARD IT ARHS! BETTER SHUTUP ARHS!" haha:D and everyone was lyk askin me to chill(: and after tat dey still said:"DUNN BE TOO STRESS UP KAE.AND U'LL FIND UR ERASER SOON" and my eraser was lost! i remmeber i lend it to someone! and when i asked around everyone said no! and lastly when i asked abital, tis was wad she said:"
NO..(with the innocent look)" and i was lyk okaye. den she came to me holdin my eraser and said tat she had.. and i was lyk, huh? haha:D den all my classmates laughed! and oh ya! early in the mornin, shao lao shi put the radio in front of me and told KENNETH LEI to carry it frm me, and he didnt!!! and it was damn heavy!! lucky dere was wenhui to help me(: and when i went back to class i screamed at him and he said he forgot.. and i was goin lyk:"HEY! EUU TIS IRRESPONSIBLE GUY! UR A LOSER! HU ALWAYS BACK OUT!! WAD THE HELL!! UR NOT A GENTLEMEN MAN!" AND ABITAL WAS ALSO ANGRY WHEN SHE CAME BACK TO CLASS(: AND THE BOTH OF US STARTED SHOUTIN ROUND AND THE WHOLE CLASS SO AFRAID AND SHOCKED BY US! and kennth said that dere's 2 angry women tis mornin(: and everyone was so scared especially the guys(: and dey listened by openin the windows, and we were lyk scoldin all the guys(: ahaha(: its funni larhs! and durin f&n i was lyk a joker, makin atiqah and shamira laugh lyk hell(: and we were lyk askin hu has a bf!?!?! haha:D ITS RIDICULOUS BUT FUNN TOOO! altough its a good day todae, on top of it, i have 2 test tmr?! and it takes lots os studyin!?!?!?! arggh!!! alrite, im off to study fer it den(: BYE(: