CLARICE(:

yesterdae i went out with>irena,wenxin,sharon,shumin&grace.. its meant to be happi and fun.. but i was such a spoilspot:( i dunno wad happened to me?!?! i was... reli.. angry and saaaaaad:( cause we oreadi planned to go watch movie and all tat.. den even i tink yl oso sae can go le.. den he always last minute change everyth?!?! i knw its not his fault... but i.. jus cant control it?!?! its not the first time liao?!?! how am i to tolerate tis when i have such a bad!foul!stupid!idiotic!shitty!temper?!!?!?! i sldnt have vent my anger on irena:( i felt so bad shoutin at her in front of sooo many ppl when i knw tat she actually cared sooo much fer me:( i regretted after tat... and i was sooo scared of losin her... cause i reli dunn wanna lose anybody because of hans oreadi:( i even said tat i wanted to break up with him... but he said no! he want me to give him a chance to save tis relationship... but i reli wanna tink over it... todae went out with irena... dunno wad to sae or do... cause im in the fault in the first place... sooo i sooo scared i will do amth wrong and dui bu qi her again:( i reli veri stressed... how? wad sld i do.... lucky kenneth was dere to console me.. and give me advise thnx!! i will seek daddy fer help(: im sure i;ll get over all tis sooon(: