CLARICE(:

alrite todae's a veri happenin dae fer me! it reli boils my blood and iw as sooo fed up tat i felt soooo sick!!!! smth went wrong with my ipod?!?!!?! i dun wanna sae y?!?!!? but i was soooo damn fed up tat i almost threw the ipod on the floor!!! it was hanged!!!! fer the first time it was lyk tat! and also all my fav songs were gone! and frm 600+ songs to 300+ songs! and most of all!! alot of songs tat i was not interested in appear in my ipod!?!?!?! i was damn ****ing angry!?!?!?! i tink its cause of someone's computer tat lead to tis!! and tat person reli detroy and ruin my life sia!!! yesterdae i even sacrificed goin to my grandma's hse fer dinner jus to go and meet him,and euu knw wad i was sooo damn hungary tats y i wanted to eat outside! but tis guy sae he wants to go and buy things first and he walk round and took soooo damn long! and still have to wait and take the merry-go-round bus tat reaches his home fer dinner! and he tout tat i was jus tryin to be materialistic dunn wanna eat home onli wanna eat out! he didnt even kne the real reason lorhs! its not tat i dunn wanna eat home!!! and when he reach home, normally he will call his mom sooo happily:"妈我回来了" and yesterdae he shouted in a veri 不爽 manner! and it shows so clearly he was unhappy! and when his mom preparin dinner he went in to help! i knew tis was fishy,cause he's not tat knid okaye normally he dont so tat,i guess tat he went in dere to complain to his mom bout me! and true enough he reli did tat!!!i was soooo damn angry!! he didnt knw the reason and maglign me in front of his mom! and i reli dunno wad is he doin dont he knw tat by doin tis 他会让我在他妈妈的心目中狠狠地扣分!!!他就不会想想看吗!! 这样她妈妈会以为我是个檀木虚荣的没家教女孩!! i reli dunno wad to sae to him!! everyth he tell hie mom!?!?! somemore w/o gettin things clear lyk tat blacklist me!!?!?! wad the **** and also he reli nvr respect me?!?!!?! y? y? i reli....我想说不能说的秘密。。。为何要我受如此的负担!!! wad have i done wrong man?!!?!?! i reli... forget it everyth is my fault! im the bad person!! i deserve to be discriminated lyk tis! i reli deserve to die suan le!!! bcos of him i reli arhs.. fall sick euu knw!!! forget it nobody needs to knw my 委屈cause i am bad!! i dunn hav any 委屈onli someone hav!!!