2ND DAY OF MISSING YOU!!!!

BABY called me ytsd, and we chat fer awhile on msn, with webcam(: At least my 5hrs of waitin online is not wasted(: wWonder what time will we be able to chat online tonite(: Love you, i'll be waitin(:

p.s( muggin fer physics lyk mad todae!)

I MISS YOU...

I hate having have to seat fer 2 papers todae, all the way till 1245!!! Thus, i cant send you to the airport to send you off, and worst of all! I cant call you toooo, i tried calling str after my exams but , by then your hp wasnt on already...

TruthfullY speaking, I MISSED YOU, although i've met you ystd, but i was reli reluctant fer you to go, and each time you had to leave fer overseas, i realise i'll cry w/o fail, despite the numerous times you've went overseas fer such long periods.. I dunno what's wrong with me, but i reli missed you more than ever..

I miss the times, you'll hold my hand and walk round every corner, just to satisfy my shopping addition.. And those times, when we'll gorge on food like mad.. And those times, when we'll sit down and watch a simple tv show, after havig a meal.. I miss you for making me angry and upset.. I feel empty w/o having your company.. I miss having you by my side every single day.. Just like how i woke up just know to have myself found so lost...I RELI MISS YOU...

Its just the first day todae, and im behaving like that, i knw i sldnt but its hard to control, my misses fer you...Just earlier on, i told Irena that i'll not cry, but i reli can't control it! And i knw you're gonna mock at me fer this right! But its alright, cause its a fact..Despite, all the heartaches, i'll still wait fer you no matter how long it takes, since i've waited till this day..

I hope that your brother wld get well soon, under you care, and i hope you'll call me tonite or go online to allow me to contact you... I LOVE YOU:(

I AM SOOOOOOO DAMN FREAKING WIDE AWAKE AT THIS TIME!!!!!

REASON? CAUSE I JUST CANT TO FALL ASLEEP AGAIN!!! I DUNN WANN SLEEPLESS NIGHTS TO COME BACK AGAIN!!!! FAL ASLEPP FALL ASLEEP FALLL ASLEEP SLEEP!!

of all the ppl ii msged, only andy replied and of all the ppl i called only kevin wld pick up my call despite havinn being asleep! im soooo touched buddy! this is what i call TRUE FRIEND!!! i cant seem to do much now:( and the worst part is im not tired at all?!??!?! and i've got maths ltr at 8!!! how can i survive ltr in the day, but yet i cant get to sleep!!! poor me poor clarice:(

MADELINE

This is for my dearest litle friend, who has made a great impact on my life throughout these months, whom brought laughter and fun into my life(: To my little friend, im so sooooooori fer not knowing what has happened to you, only after just now when i went to read your blog. Firstly, im worried fer you, cause you seem to lose your sense of direction fer one moment. Secondly, i saw the unhappy and devastated little friend whom i've nvr seen her in this stae before. Thirdly, im sad that as your friend, i only got to know your curcumstances thru your blog. I must have been neglecting you:(

And thru reading your blog, i knw you're strong, its not cause you put up a brave front, but because since you do have the courage to put up a brave front, i believe you do have that little bit of you to be brave and continue in the journey, although its gonna be cold and lonely w/o him. Some things have happened to me tooo, but my state is not as bad as yours therefore i believe all girls out there includin, wenhui, reb and me can understand what you're going thru now..

Im glad that you remeber you still have us, to cheer you up, to help you fade away those pains and to accompany you(: Lastly, I LOVE YOU lil friend(:

TODAE'S quite quiet fer me, cause there's nth big and all. Just went to have breakfast with J in the mornin, studied with wenhui and J. Went to meet hans, fer movie actually but went fer dinner at marina square's dian xiao er, which serves good foood!!!! I love!!!! And home to rest, fer tmr's long long day, cause of this selfish woman who wants us to prioritise her then change the timin lyk nobody's fcuking business! So now, we've got lyk her lessons from 9am-1pm, after which is straight away maths lesson from 1pm-4pm, which means no time to eat! If i faint i'll tell my parents its that woman's bloody fault!!!!

PICTURES!!!

SPORTS SPORTS SPORTS!!!

I loik I loik:D I love doin sports with all the fun ppl(: Fun and lost of weight at the same time(: Played badminton at Pasir Ris CC, from 4pm all the way to 7.30pm(:

The ppl who went were:

ABITAL

DARRYL
HANS

HAIKEL( which i didnt expect him to come cause its the fastin mth!)

KENNETH

MADELINE

REBECCA

SHAOWEI( coral's no. 1)

VITTORIO

WENHUI

Had dinner after that and abit of chit chattin on our prom night(: And tmr dere's chemistry which i doubt i'll be goin, cause i rather study on my own with my study grp(: OKaye that's it, more update on tmr(:

GOOD LUCK FER YOUR DRIVIN TEST TMR, BABY!

HOHOHOHOHOHOHO!!!

I went to but that polo tee which i think its damn nice!!! I and hans each got one(: So now, we've got lyk 3 sets of "couple" outfits! The first one was that taiwan shirt from new urban male, and the second one was from stage, the xiao zhu and xiao gui the outfit, and the third one was the polo tee that was bought todae(: I tink its soooo pretty!!! oh, see what's lined up fer me tmr(: