awesome ppl, we'll stay lyk this FOREVER!(:

THE GUYS! AS USUAL(:

SIMIN, ME & CHERIE!(:FRIENDS FOREVER!(:JAN, HUIJUAN & AZLEENA!(:you sld see how they bbq the meat(:HANDSOME TERRY AND NIKKI!(:SIMIN, ME, CHERIE, JAN & THE ACT CUTE BRANDON CHAI!(:AZLEENA!(:JANELLE!(:SIMIN!(:


CHERIE!(:

HAPPY DAY TOADY@!

heyhey!!! My pri sch class gatherin peektures fer the day!!!(: Some came in ltr, so they're not in the pictures! so sad can:( Too lazy to elaborate cause im soooo damn exhausted(: But im happy, cause at least we got to talk alot! And get to see ech other(: There were quite a number of us(: And we reli gotto to knw ech other's sort of secrets(: haha:D Afterall, it was great fun todae!!!! AWESOME~!(:

OHMY! AND ITS LYK 2 am alr!!! off to bed!(:

enjoy~!(:

FRIENDS FORVER!:D

FRIENDS FOREVER!(:

ME & CHERMIN!(:

KHAI'S MOM!(:

FRIENDS FOREVER!(:

PRINCIPAL MRS YIP! (:

MDM ZAHARA!(:

THE 3 FRENS!(:

JOLENE!(:

KHAI!

ZIYU!(:

CHER,SIS,ZIYU!(:

CHERMIN!(:

APRIL!(:

YOUR ADMIRER!(:

KHAI, SIS, DARREN!(:

SIXU!(:

FRIENDS FOREVER!(:

CHERMIN!(:

friends forever!:D

THE 4 BEST FRENS!(:

MISS PEGGY LOW!(:

IM PROUD OF YOU!(:

MY PROUD MOM!(:

ONCE MY FORM TEACHER TOOO!(:

CHINESE TEACHER(:

KHAI!(:

TEARS OF JOY!(:

MAKING SURE(:

RELIEVED!(:

TAKING RESULTS!:0ANXIOUS P6s(:

my DEAREST sister's grad day(:

My sis got back her PSLE results todae!! Went fer breakfast with my family , at mac(: We were all placing bet on how much wld my sis get(: And it turned out tat my dad's the best at guessin(: He won the bet! After which, me, her poor sis, had to be the photographer of the day(: Treated them to drinks after tat(: And also fer movie(: I believed they've all done veri well!!! And i hope you girls enjoy the celebration after tat(: Frankly speakin, im sooo proud of my sis(: Cause she kinda got the highest among the 3 of them(: Keep goin on! work harder(: so tat you'll achieve and maintain better grades(: As fer me, im excited fer my beloved class gatherin ltr(: We've been this close since pri sch okaye! And we'll meet up at least once every yr(: ITS SOOO FAST! hOW TIME FLIES, AND W/O REALISIN THE 3 OF US HAVE GRADUATED FRM GONGSHNAG PRI SCHOOL!(:

SUNDAY

Had service in the mornin(: i love our plan fer the x'mas celebration tat we came up!!! I bet everyone's gonna enjoy!(: After which, went over to meet janelle fer the party! went fer haniz's b'dae party(: great fun with the malay girls, plus good and yummy food!!!(: hahah:D I dunn have the pictures with me, cause suhaida haven send me yet(: We reli had fun camwhorin, and chasin fer the shuttle bus which was in a vain(:

MONDAY

Woke up early in the mornin to meet my special 5(: We went to orchard and walked the whole dae! From far east all the way to the other side of orchard which is cine tat part! We reli walk until my feets hurt!! After which when we reached white sands, when im ready to go fer reb's party, i realised tat i had big and terrible headache!!! Plus, the best thing is i forgot to bring along her present!!! Damn, and i have to miss her party and fun:( IM SOOOO SORRI REBECCA!!!! i promise, i'll meet up with you soon to make it up(: hope you had fun on tat dae!!!

TUESDAY, TODAY!

Woke up quite early tooo(: Had noodles fer lunch(: Prepared by homemade chef ok(: Although the noodle's hard, but i appreciate it! Still insist on finishin up okaye!(: After which, went to orchard again(: But with diffrent grp of company ok(: Same procedure, shopped all the way from fareast all the way to heeren(: And i was reli shoppin ok!(: haha:D Let me see, what did we have fer dinner? My fav indonesia food!!! Delicious, plus the chilli is effin spicy to the max! I like:D

Goin fer gym tmr, with my dearest siblings(: HAHA:D sure lose out to my fit bro! I like, love plus look forward to outings with my siblings k(: hahahah:D Thurs' my primary sch class gatherin(: ohmy!!! i cant wait fer it k!!!! I miss all of them(: My class' has been the level's most funniest plus naughtiest class ok!(: With all the funny and playful ppl(: Ok, its time fer me to go watch my 不良笑話, yang cheng ling's so cute inside(:go watch ok!(:

MOVIE MARATHON => uno game => badminton game => tom & jerry => slumber party:D

somemore somemore peekures frm qiyuan's b'dae(:

Oh and we finally gotto watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3!!! i was lyk kinda prepared tat it'll be cancelled again. ya, but i wasn't disappointed yea(: haha:D i love the movie!!!! Its hilarious, and soooo romantic can(: Plus zac was soooo hot!!! as in reli friggin hot:D vanessa hudgen looked pretty tooo(: the part when they had to be separated reli broke my heart man! so damn saddenin can:( but zac was sucha sweet one, he went all the way to her sch to look fer her, and decided to attend a sch tat was near her's(:

After which, went to slack awhile at BK, where someone emo! so petty can! Headed to the pasaar malam(: we had RAMLI burger(: den headed home, fer dinner! im excited, tmr's finally a dae out with my big big love(: its been real long since i last hang out with them(:

IM SOOOO WIDE AWAKE AT THIS WEE~ HOUR:D

i cant seem to get asleep, cant seem to get tired(: this is actually a blessing in a disguise? at least i got to catch up with my pri sch mates!!!(: i realised tat this is how much i enjoy their company(: especially nikki butt! brandon chai and chong(: we were discussin where to go and wad to do fer 6.1 gatherin(: zoo? science centre? nikki even said boon lay fer chicken rice(: bbq? escape? dunno wad garden? but we strike off zoo, cause our pri sch used to bring us go to the zoo every yr ok! so we've been visitin the zoo fer 6 yrs continuosly! and someone suggested we go to east coast fer picnic, cycling and rollerblading(: there's both food and fun(: haha:D

going back to sch ltr on, fer my testimonial(: hope tat mdm low wrote smth nice fer me(: after which is movie time! finally we gotto watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 after such a long and draggy postponing session we had! but the sad thing is pohling wont be joinin us:( so sad! i'll miss you babe(:

i've been meetin up with kevin and the rest! i love love love! i didnt realised tat the 5 of us have been childhood frens/neighbour/kindergarden classmates up till now!(: I rmb knwin kevin first, casue he lives next to me(: and both our family were close(: then after tat, jake moved in and he attended the same kindergarden and he began to join us(: followed by rachel, who lives down the next row, came to join us at the playground and delia who came to knw us at the mama shop(: haha:D i reli miss our lil neighbourhood! come to think of it, you ppl are the invisibles who truely stand by me(: no choice, childhood frens marh(:

anyway, i tink i sld reli turn in now, or else i cant wake up fer movie ltr! tata! goodnite:(

It takes a thousand voices to tell a single story...

You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back. I was wrong to hold back my feelings for you. I was wrong for not explaining what had happened. I held back, thus i lost...

It's alright letting yourself go, as long as you can get yourself back. I allowed my self to go so far, that i lost some despite gainin some. I thought it was okaye, but i was wrong. How i felt does not reflect how they see me as a person, as a friend. Thus, i could never get myself back.

It takes a lot of understanding, time and trust to gain a close friendship with someone. As i approach a time of my life of complete uncertainity, my friends are my most precious assets.

All the understanding, time and trust that i took to gain a close friendship with someone, led me to lose my once treasured precious assets.. I can feel it, be it the sensitivity in me or whatsoever, it feels lyk we were nvr once that close, that precious to one another.. It feels like everything has undergone a change. Blame it on me for not being able to manage my time.. I was not a good friend, not committed enough, not dedicated enough.. I admitted that i didnt want to face the truth, cause i didnt want to give them up. I love them , i cherish and that's why i didnt want to give it up, cause i care! I had my reasons for doing so, believe me or not, things were'nt the way you ppl view it as.. It was nth of that sort.. I did not change a single bit at all, im still clarice..