BESTIE, i miss you.... i want to talk to you about all the stuff that made me feel so miserable.... i tried calling you ystd, why izzit that this time you cldn't feel my sadness... i hope you see this and start calling me up...

38.1 :(

it sucks to sleep at 2am and woke up at 6am when you're experiencing fever... feeling dizzy and hot body heat...

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY JEREMY!!!:D

I hope you love the bitch medal and pills we got you(: And the dinner that we had, of course the smashing cake part!!! hahahahah:D you're one bitch that i wont want to get rid off!!! LOVE YOUR BITCHY side!!!:D

Looks like, clarice gotta reli wake up from daydreams and come to the fact that fairytales are just tales and that they do not exist. Yes , i knew that long ago, but came to the fact once againhoping to believe that there are actually fairytales that come thru... Thats just so dumb and naive of me... Sadly, i woke up from it , via piercing words, that i heard today...

Nope, not the first time. Probably, im just being tooo naive, believing is dissappointing.. When those words fell on ears, i .... ( counld'nt found a word to describe it) held back my tears and emotions as far as i could.. Do you knw how hurt i was, i couldn't concentrate the whole day thru out, durin gp while having the quick check i totaly couldn't do it, cause whenever i try to think, those words appear... geog, my fav subject i actually started to tear... den it was mt, when i totally sat dere, thinking of wad had happened.. lastly, chem, i cldn't hold back anymore,i actually found droplets on my notes.. i sat at the place you sat last week, the handle that you broke.. i reli hate this feeling....

Is this my retribution, someone used to give in to me, till he stopped one day..And now,its my retribution that i kept giving in, saying sorry and all that.. Ech time such things happens, you're always deemed to be the victim..I fell reli reli reli sad..... I actually felt the ache in my heart fer the first time, it was worst than wad my parents had put me thru before... honestly, i actually accumulated a little puddle of tears on my table as i type.. i used to heal myself with sweets and chocolates.. But this time round, those sweets and chocolates could not heal me anymore, they actually tastes bitter...

LIFE'S busy fer me now, and reli busy! Although i cleared gp, econs and maths mid-term assignment, im left with mt and chem!!!! okaye, this isn't annoying. The annoying shit is PW!!!!!! ohmy, its a waste of time subject and its stupid!!!!!!!-.- okaye, but sucky life is balanced with my awesome friends!!!! And teachers getting all bitchy with student, isnt enough, canteen stall holders gets fucking bitchy tooo!!!! But w/e it is, get ready to be out of the sch you bitch!!! Im in the process of preparing my petition and getting it approved so that i'll get you out of the college!!!! Its jus tooo bad fer you to have stepped on the wrong toe bitch! serve you right, no mercy is gonna be granted any further moron!

He's no substitute! I've nvr saw him as a substitute of anyone before! He is what he is, and they are 2 different people, i hate it when i heard someone saying that! HE'S NO SUBSTITUTE moron-.-

GIRLFRIEND HAD TOUCHED DOWN ALR(:

IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!:D im lyk talking to her right now! haha:D its early in the morning over dere, she's experiencing jet lag! she woke up at 5am!!! ohmy poor her!!! cause she used to sleep alot last time in s'pore! haha:D anyway, she showed me the hse she's living at now, its so damn pretty i swear!!!(: anyway, a day full of homework and lessons today!!! tmr will be better(: