CLARICE(:

Looks like, clarice gotta reli wake up from daydreams and come to the fact that fairytales are just tales and that they do not exist. Yes , i knew that long ago, but came to the fact once againhoping to believe that there are actually fairytales that come thru... Thats just so dumb and naive of me... Sadly, i woke up from it , via piercing words, that i heard today...

Nope, not the first time. Probably, im just being tooo naive, believing is dissappointing.. When those words fell on ears, i .... ( counld'nt found a word to describe it) held back my tears and emotions as far as i could.. Do you knw how hurt i was, i couldn't concentrate the whole day thru out, durin gp while having the quick check i totaly couldn't do it, cause whenever i try to think, those words appear... geog, my fav subject i actually started to tear... den it was mt, when i totally sat dere, thinking of wad had happened.. lastly, chem, i cldn't hold back anymore,i actually found droplets on my notes.. i sat at the place you sat last week, the handle that you broke.. i reli hate this feeling....

Is this my retribution, someone used to give in to me, till he stopped one day..And now,its my retribution that i kept giving in, saying sorry and all that.. Ech time such things happens, you're always deemed to be the victim..I fell reli reli reli sad..... I actually felt the ache in my heart fer the first time, it was worst than wad my parents had put me thru before... honestly, i actually accumulated a little puddle of tears on my table as i type.. i used to heal myself with sweets and chocolates.. But this time round, those sweets and chocolates could not heal me anymore, they actually tastes bitter...