OUR AWESOME GIFT!!!:D

JUEHUA! you knw we're still buddies(:
someone giving a teachers' day speech!:D

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!! in like a few hours or so? haha! Anyway, we had our veri own TPJC teachers' day celebration today(: It started out with a speech durin morning assembly given by the most dearest person(: Had lessons before heading for our break(: Foursome awesome was having fun preparing our gift fer mrs koh!ahahah!!! Aisyah and my part was beautifully done not like zw and ks!!! theirs was so gay!!! ahha! but overall it was cute(: (: (: so happy!!!

Now, comes the best part(: The concert!!! It was entertaining as we had friends performing(: I love the cheering part larhs! when we were all having fun bustard-ing ech other and teachers(: (: (: After which jiamin came over fer awhile!!(: Before heading out agn(: We caught THE PROPOSAL!!! It was a good movie i must say(: Its so touching i just love how the way it progresses!!!(: esp, haha you knw that part!! inside joke (:

BETTER

thanks to best friend!!!! and of course lovely and caring friends lyk, irena, kenny, keesiang, zhanwei and aisyah!!!! last but not least my MENTOR JIAMIN!!!

BESTIE, i miss you.... i want to talk to you about all the stuff that made me feel so miserable.... i tried calling you ystd, why izzit that this time you cldn't feel my sadness... i hope you see this and start calling me up...

38.1 :(

it sucks to sleep at 2am and woke up at 6am when you're experiencing fever... feeling dizzy and hot body heat...

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY JEREMY!!!:D

I hope you love the bitch medal and pills we got you(: And the dinner that we had, of course the smashing cake part!!! hahahahah:D you're one bitch that i wont want to get rid off!!! LOVE YOUR BITCHY side!!!:D

Looks like, clarice gotta reli wake up from daydreams and come to the fact that fairytales are just tales and that they do not exist. Yes , i knew that long ago, but came to the fact once againhoping to believe that there are actually fairytales that come thru... Thats just so dumb and naive of me... Sadly, i woke up from it , via piercing words, that i heard today...

Nope, not the first time. Probably, im just being tooo naive, believing is dissappointing.. When those words fell on ears, i .... ( counld'nt found a word to describe it) held back my tears and emotions as far as i could.. Do you knw how hurt i was, i couldn't concentrate the whole day thru out, durin gp while having the quick check i totaly couldn't do it, cause whenever i try to think, those words appear... geog, my fav subject i actually started to tear... den it was mt, when i totally sat dere, thinking of wad had happened.. lastly, chem, i cldn't hold back anymore,i actually found droplets on my notes.. i sat at the place you sat last week, the handle that you broke.. i reli hate this feeling....

Is this my retribution, someone used to give in to me, till he stopped one day..And now,its my retribution that i kept giving in, saying sorry and all that.. Ech time such things happens, you're always deemed to be the victim..I fell reli reli reli sad..... I actually felt the ache in my heart fer the first time, it was worst than wad my parents had put me thru before... honestly, i actually accumulated a little puddle of tears on my table as i type.. i used to heal myself with sweets and chocolates.. But this time round, those sweets and chocolates could not heal me anymore, they actually tastes bitter...

LIFE'S busy fer me now, and reli busy! Although i cleared gp, econs and maths mid-term assignment, im left with mt and chem!!!! okaye, this isn't annoying. The annoying shit is PW!!!!!! ohmy, its a waste of time subject and its stupid!!!!!!!-.- okaye, but sucky life is balanced with my awesome friends!!!! And teachers getting all bitchy with student, isnt enough, canteen stall holders gets fucking bitchy tooo!!!! But w/e it is, get ready to be out of the sch you bitch!!! Im in the process of preparing my petition and getting it approved so that i'll get you out of the college!!!! Its jus tooo bad fer you to have stepped on the wrong toe bitch! serve you right, no mercy is gonna be granted any further moron!

He's no substitute! I've nvr saw him as a substitute of anyone before! He is what he is, and they are 2 different people, i hate it when i heard someone saying that! HE'S NO SUBSTITUTE moron-.-

GIRLFRIEND HAD TOUCHED DOWN ALR(:

IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!:D im lyk talking to her right now! haha:D its early in the morning over dere, she's experiencing jet lag! she woke up at 5am!!! ohmy poor her!!! cause she used to sleep alot last time in s'pore! haha:D anyway, she showed me the hse she's living at now, its so damn pretty i swear!!!(: anyway, a day full of homework and lessons today!!! tmr will be better(:

JANELLE!!!!!:D

Alright, girlfriend's leaving tmr:( Wonder when's the next time we'll get to see her:( But, its alright, cause just know that im jus an email away(: I'll be waiting fer you right here in SINGAPORE!!! hahaha:D on standby anytime(: and i wont be sad, fer i knw that you'll be happy and doing fine, NO, i mean great! And you'll get to do wad you've always wanted, im glad to knw ur happy, tats enough(: I KNOW WE'LL ALL DO WELL!!!!:D yay!!! i knw you'll also rmb me(:

OHMY!!!!!!!!! MATHS MID-TERM ASSIGNMENT POSTPONED TO NEXT MON!!!! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPINESSSS!!!!!:D okaye time fer other things-.-

1. EOM(last draft)
2. reading log
3. GP compre and summary:(
4. Econs quickcheck!!!!

okaye back to serious job!!!!! :( ANYWAY, I LOVE JANELLE ONG PEI YI!!!!(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE(:

Its national day a few hours ago(: I got to meet special someone!!! yay!!! happy happy(: i thought i wldn't be able to meet that special someone(: I finally got ice-cream chef's today!!! But it was a pity that they don't have cookie dough today and worst of all no kinder bueno!!!>.<>

MY AWESOME FOURSOME!!!:D

JONGWON:D

JOSHUA:D

MY FAV LITTLE ONE!:D ISAAC^^

MY FAV BUDDY!! CAN'T LIVE SCH W/O HER:D

NATIONAL DAY celebration:D

The college expect all students to come in either red or white, or ethnic costumes. So ya, wore red cause i didnt want to do the ACES day workout in ethnic costume cause its goonna be damn hot and immobile:D And guess what our "creative" school has programmed fer ACES day? We freaking had to do QI GONG!!!!:D funny rite! and mass dance was not so bad(: haha! After which we had the various YOG games where we had a chance to try out the games, like handball, archery and fencing(: Quite cool! Short break, before heading to the audi fer the long awaited performance!(: The classes who had performed all did great(: yay! But, guess what are we down fer! ECONS lesson rite after the celebration:( Decided to have seoul garden fer lunch/dinner, thnx charles fer being a gentleman(: He was diligently cooking fer me and aisyah! haha:D

I feel sore...

I HATE not being the best. I hate not being the top in class. I HATE having to face ppl who reminds me how much they've achieved w/o hardwork. I HATE how i've changed for ppl and things, when it used to be the ppl and things that change because of me. I HATE the stress and pressure. I HATE questioning myself every moment. I HATE having to compete so vigorously now and then.

I used to be up above so high, confidence, the energy, the vibe, the craziness, all that is gone now..EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED for the worst... Studies, so tough that i worked so hard just to achieve so little, that is far from satisfying! Lifestyle's changing because of someone... I used to be the one excelling and being the smarter one of the 2, but now, its jus retarding my process. everything's going haywire... i cant believe i actually allowed myself to be resigned to such fate.. giving in, and changing and having to accomodate.. this is driving me nuts!!! i feel sore okaye!! THIS IS SO NOT ME...